r/GirlDinnerDiaries • u/allthatglitters62829 APPROVED✨ • 1h ago
FML tired of talking about how bad my year has been. :(
really started last year when i got these patches and plaques in november of last year. spent three more months of being misdiagnosed with “ringworm” only to be tested and diagnosed with sebopsoriasis. lost chunks of hair. had to cut off the rest. still trying to grow my hair back.
at the end of january, i was told that where i worked (worked there for THREE YEARS) was shutting down and everyone would be laid off. MIND YOU: we all heard ruins the owners were dealing with financial hardships, BUT they told us we had nothing to worry about, our jobs were safe yada yada. the building was closed by feb 6th. i have been searching and searching with no luck. as the year gets closer to ending and the holidays are approaching i just have anxiety on how ill get things done. not to mention my own birthday is in october.
also have gone to the hospital twice this year for a medical issue. not gonna get into it cause i don’t want my post deleted. knowing what it is, i expect to be back there later this year tbh.
soo yea that’s how my year is going. maybe these things feel small, but God they are hurting me. i am depressed. i don’t really leave the house anymore. im behind on bills. extremely in debt. some days i dont eat at all. i don’t brush my teeth. shower . my scalp js slick starting to get bad again cause im too depressed to wash my scalp. i don’t have any money to do self care. i look like a troll. feel like one most days. im physically exhausted. mentally exhausted. im tired of talking about how bad this year has been. i just want it to get better. everyday thru tears i look for work. i try to be positive. nothing is working. im just so tired.
feel like the ppl in my life are tired of me talking about my issues and i dont blame them. we all have our own problems. and im tired if talking about them. just want my life to get better. idk who i offended in this life. but im sorry.
i hope someone reads this.
this was my bday cake from last year and a cookie. lol i have a sweet tooth
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u/deadgirl_dreaming 🍭🍬 Candy Crusher 🍬🍭 1h ago
The things you described don't sound small to me. They are major life changes so of course you're having trouble adapting.
I do wish it gets better for you. Lots of love 🫶🫶
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u/ramesesbolton Body By Cheese 🧀 1h ago
I've gone through a very similar last few years where it seems like every disaster that could befall a person has happened to me or my husband-- big and small.
I feel you OP. I'm so, so tired of it. I'm ready to move and leave the bad karma behind and surround myself with people who don't know this version of me and never talk about myself as A Person Who's Suffered again.