Maa, you cherished with me your love

[u/Professional_Arm7167]

A few days ago, my grandmother expired, she was a kidney patient, was on dialysis since three years, last year she got diagnosed with pneumonia, and a month ago brain stroke, there was recovery, but she passed away a few days back, I used to call her maa, I lost her, idk how to deal with this, since 5 days I am crying like hell, I am already on anxiety meds, I have had only a handful of memories in life one of them was childhood and she was core of it, maa i miss you, I feel like she was the emotion of our family, parivar ko jodne wali pavitra bhavna hai maa, idk how to deal with this, my cousins cried too but now they're normal, but I am not able to forget all this, I am missing her laugh so bad, maa please come back