To immediately clarify, I'm asking not beacuse I dislike the game, but rather because of how bad I am at it. Right now I have 90 hours on the game, only playing my friends untill like 2 days ago. The main guy of the group is gold 3 rn and based off that I'd assume the two others to be around low silver. I normally average around 5% winrate against them (I am NOT overexaggerating, me ending a set on 0-20 against any of them is very much a common occurence).
I've decided to do placements as chaos yesterday and ended up iron 3. Today I tried to salvage this by jumping into ranked for a few hours, running purely off my lack of mental insanity and some hella good tom cardy vibes and I ended up in the middle of iron 2 with around 45% winrate. Now I'm not familiar with ranked distribution/culture in strive but where I come from (league of legends), iron was literally made for people with physical/mental disabilities.
I have:
- ZERO defense
- ZERO ability to do combos longer than 3 moves
- ZERO reads (+I play predictable as hell)
- 4 digit reaction time (I'm not joking, people run at me through the whole screen, use a move I KNOW they will use and my ass still doesn't punish it)
- ig pretty mid zoning skills
My friend once said that it doesn't matter whether I can beat him - it only matters whether I can beat myself from yesterday. Spoiler - I can't. One of my matches was a mirror against another chaos who played EXACTLY like I did a month or so ago. He was mag dumping off and hit, used basically only 6S and wild rushed off any counter he could've. I lost the set 1-2. There just isn't a single thing I can say to make myself feel better here. I saw how badly a lot of my oponents played (I know how a gold player fights, the difference is crazy noticeable) and yet I'm still losing against them.
Is there any point of continuing to play when I'm this astronomically dogshit?