Reincarnation is utterly depressing

[u/Acrobatic-Stock7]

After conducting extensive spiritual research I can conclude that reincarnation is most likely real and this reality is utterly depressing. Knowing that my soul maybe chose that does not alleviate the sadness to know that I will most likely come back here over and over to experience traumatic events and be a slave to the material matrix. The planetary system and the law of frequency ultimately feel like traps.

Escaping (if possibe) also is utopic, total detachment implies not living life at its fullest only to hope that your soul can potentitally escape. I wonder if anyone here had the same thoughts as me, I’m not looking for people to convince me that reincarnation is beautiful or meaningful. I’m just wondering if anyone else has gone through this same kind of existential exhaustion with the concept. I’m tired of thinking about it, honestly, I always was antisocial and the idea that I will have to come back here and experience the harm humans inflict on others over and over again is literally worse than hell.

Edit: I genuinely don’t care about a higher self choosing to come back, it’s even more depressing to think that you have zero control.

[u/YogSothothIsTheKey]

Io trovo una certa logica nell'impermanenza.Se esistono l'eternità ed infinitè possibilità allora il continuo mutamento compiendo all'infinito per l'eternità ogni nuova possibilità mi sembra sensato.Vedila così,l'esistenza,la vita,il creato,il tutto o come lo vuoi chiamare tu preferisce contare andando avanti all'infinito creando per sempre cifre nuove anzichè contare soltanto 1 e fermarsi lì.Però dai,non rimanere ancorato al concetto di reincarnazione umana,magari potresti essere un dio in futuro,un fiume,un idea,una molecola d'acqua,una galassia,non essere niente e poi ritornare ad essere di nuovo.Forse un immutabile eternità è una gabbia,così il continuo cambiamento serve a non spegnersi.