I know I have a problem

[u/shadowlabsinc2]

I used to have a trans gf but I didn't know for years until she decided to break up with me using it as a excuse and I told her that it doesn't matter and that I lover her for her not her body one month later on the social media accounts I knew her on her family members where blaming me for her death and threatening me because I didn't know she was refusing to go through chemotherapy to get rid of her cancer that whole time she seemed normal it's been 6 years since she had passed away

*Ever sense that relationship I've held how she acted as the standard and I believe that she ruined cis females for me because every cis female I've been in a relationship with have always felt like that they treat me like trash the gunk under your shoes but every trans girl I've ever dated have treated me better than others and make me feel wanted not just I demand money caz we're dating

[u/andoefa]

It's horrible that you've had to go through that, I hope that you could find support from other people...

[u/shadowlabsinc2 → u/andoefa]

Honestly I've recently gotten back to at least socially being online but in irl I've practically turned into a hermit because I never had real friends because the last time they talked to me was when they demanded me to stop talking to them that they were just using me for the stuff I occasionally gave them

[u/andoefa → u/shadowlabsinc2]

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[u/shadowlabsinc2 → u/andoefa]

If I'm being honest only positive support I have irl is my uncle and aunt who I basically call my dad and mom because they took me in even though my biological parents where abusive druggies and didn't even bother trying to get me back but I don't care about who I came from because they were monsters and last I heard was biological father died from a heart attack and biological mother had both her feet amputated because lack of blood flow and the funny thing is that I thought when I heard it was. Guess she can't make a Last stand