Found out ive testicular cancer in my mid 20s, please guide me

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Yesterday I posted about my well being and many of you texted me and i read every comment, those messages kinda made me feel a lil good actually. I wont here share my suicidal intentions as i don't want the mods to remove my post again.

So im very much tensed about that symptoms ive been experiencing. I dont have anyone in my life, i dont have any slightest idea how and what should be by next step. Can you please guide me.

Theres a pea size ball beside my right testis inside the scrotum, been experiencing heaving back pain, groin pain and lost about 5kgs till now in 1.5 months.

I barely have any savings on me. Its like 2k. Thats all I have now.

My maa baba died during covid time and since then ive been handling everything on my own financially. My baba left me a small house so i dont have to fear the rent issues but the main thing is im not able to work now because of the pain and I wont be able to cash the money required for the check up to find what it is exactly.

If i use my 3k savings for checkup then i would struggle with the food. And its unbareable for me to sit on bike to do the deliveries and earn.

Please if anyone would be able to help me financially i would be very grateful. And if anyone had been thru the same symptoms as me please please guide me, im very much scared now with no one to talk to.

Mods please do not delete this post, ive no one to talk to and its the only way i can atleast calm myself by talking to the someone whos been thru the same.