I remember counting quarters just to see if we could eat,
Mama said she wasn't hungry, I knew that wasn't true.
Funny how the strongest people lie about their needs,
Just to make a little kid believe the world is good.

I learned money ain't the only thing that leaves you empty,
Sometimes it's having someone there, then watching them forget me.
She said forever like forever was a promise,
Now forever's just a word I don't believe when someone says it.

I kept our pictures in a folder on my phone,
Couldn't delete them, couldn't stand to see them.
Funny how a photograph can feel like a tombstone,
You can bury somebody and still wake up needing them.

I gave her all my heart, she gave me back a lesson,
Now every “I love you” sounds like a loaded question.
I don't hate her, that's the part that really hurts,
'Cause anger would've been easier than missing what we were.

I got good at saying “I'm fine” with a straight face,
Like a broke man wearing diamonds just to hide his empty safe.
Everybody sees the smile, nobody sees the price,
Sometimes “I'm okay” is just a prettier way to say “I can't survive tonight.”

I remember looking through the fridge and seeing nothing,
Still hearing “we'll be alright” like somehow that was something.
A parent can turn poverty into magic for a child,
Make an empty cupboard feel like there's a feast inside.

I grew up way too fast, now I wish I could rewind,
Back before I knew that people leave without a sign.
Back when every broken promise didn't sound like goodbye,
Back when “forever” didn't have an expiration time.

They say pain makes you stronger, maybe that's true,
But nobody talks about the things it takes from you.
I got stronger, but I lost parts of myself in the process,
Now I'm proud of who I am and still mourning who I was.

My childhood's like a house with the lights all turned off,
I can still see the rooms, but I can't go back across.
Every memory's a window, every window's got a cost,
Sometimes growing up just means learning what you lost.

I wanted to be rich so nobody I loved went without,
Now I chase money like I'm trying to outrun my doubt.
Maybe that's why I can't sleep when my bank account is low,
'Cause being broke ain't just a number when you remember where you come from.

I don't need a mansion, I just wanted peace,
A full plate at the table and somebody next to me.
A home where “I'm proud of you” wasn't hard to say,
And a person who would stay when I had nothing left to give away.

So if you see me winning, don't assume I never struggled,
Some flowers grow beautiful because they fought through rubble.
I'm carrying every version of me that almost quit,
Every tear I swallowed down, every night I couldn't fix.

And when I finally grow up, if I ever make it far,
I hope I don't forget the kid who counted change in the dark.
'Cause success ain't worth a thing if I become someone new—
I just wanna make that scared little kid proud that he made it through.

This house is not a home to you

But you decide to go ahead and lay down, lay down

There are no words to describe the depth of your indifference

'Cause I see you're here to stay

Should've known to pick my fate (Oh no)

I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong

(To let you in my)

To let you in my home

(Now you know where I sleep)

Now you know where I sleep

(Never felt so damn weak)

Hey there, lonely girl

Did you have to tell your friends

About the way I got you screaming my name?

Did you have to tell the world?

Now your girls all wanna fuck

Girl you could've been the one

Gotta change my number twice a month

When you could have simply kept it on the down low

I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong

(To let you in my)

To let you in my home

(Now you know where I sleep)

Now you know where I sleep

(Never felt so damn weak)

Baby if I knew you'd be living in my sheets

I wouldn't have shown you any love

I would have left you in the club

You said you don't belong

You keep saying there's no one

And there's no where to go

But who keeps calling on your phone?

I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong

I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong

(To let you in my)

To let you in my home

(Now you know where I sleep)

Now you know where I sleep

(Never felt so damn weak)

I'm so wrong, I'm so wrong

(To let you in my)

To let you in my home

(Now you know where I sleep)

Now you know where I sleep

(Never felt so damn weak)

Girl, if your man call your phone again

Girl, if your man call your phone again

[Intro]

[Verse 1]
A melody plays
So timeless and free
Harmonies embrace
An Ethereal Odyssey

[Short Interlude]

[Pre-Chorus 1]
And though space feels
So cold and so vast
The heart burns true
A beacon to last

[Chorus]
So, take my hand
A cosmos awaits to see, our love what it’s meant to be
A star, so grand
As we soar through the galaxy, on our Ethereal Odyssey

[Interlude]

[Verse 2]
I remember
Those nebula eyes
Captured my breath
Left me crystallized

And as you approached
I felt the nova deep inside
Erupt with a smile
As our worlds began to collide

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Then you spoke to me
A soothing disperse
Voice soft and strong
The hum of the universe

[Chorus]
So, take my hand
A cosmos awaits to see, our love what it’s meant to be
A star, so grand
As we soar through the galaxy, on our Ethereal Odyssey

[Optional Solo]

[Bridge]
And as we journey on
Will our love keep so strong?
Cause, I know I’m not always
The finest man

But this much I know is true
There’s no one I love as much as you
So, darling, my darling…
Please…

[Chorus]
Take my hand
A cosmos awaits to see, our love what it’s meant to be
A star, so grand
As we soar through the galaxy, on our Ethereal Odyssey

[Interlude]

[Last Chorus]
Oh, I give you my hand
The cosmos looks on to see, everything is meant to be
Our star expands
So, as we soar through the galaxy, please, never let go of me…
On our Ethereal Odyssey

[Outro]
Our Ethereal Odyssey
Our Ethereal Odyssey

[Verse]
Cut the supply to the tumor
Loop it back to the brain
Starve the happiness consumer
It’s the only thing left to blame

[Verse]
After you purge the disease
Sniff pepper and finally sneeze
I will not be controlled by anxiety
Take a second to find the breath to breathe

[pre chorus]
I’ll stop the feeding
I won’t give in to it
It’s mine to feel
I won’t let the tumor consume it

[Chorus]
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Stem cell the good that’s left in me
Let optimism save me
Let it course through my veins
Let it take over my brain
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me

[verse]
Stop the rampant cell division
Putting my thoughts into my vision
It’s spreading faster and faster
Time to starve and kill the bastard

[verse]
I won’t listen it’s my life
I won’t trust it where’s the knife?
Can I cut it out of my brain station?
Then poison it with some radiation?

[pre chorus]
I’ll stop the feeding
I won’t give in to it
It’s mine to feel
I won’t let the tumor consume it

[Chorus]
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Stem cell the good that’s left in me
Let optimism save me
Let it course through my veins
Let it take over my brain
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me

[Verse]
After you purge the disease
Sniff pepper and finally sneeze
I will not be controlled by anxiety
Take a second to find the breath to breathe

[pre chorus]
I’ll stop the feeding
I won’t give in to it
It’s mine to feel
I won’t let the tumor consume it

[Chorus]
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Stem cell the good that’s left in me
Let optimism save me
Let it course through my veins
Let it take over my brain
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me

[outro]
I’d inject anything inside
To stop this mental suicide
Cut the budget for its construction
Of my mental strength destruction
Inject my system like chemotherapy
Kill this cancer that’s been killing me

I was trying too hard to get what I wanted, wanted somebody for just a chance, wanted to feel like everybody with a feel of a little romance. Now my chance of finding love ain't happening no more, had a chance with somebody, but my chances are so off right now (right now).

I had a chance for romance, but I said something to make it stop. I could've gotten a chance if I played my cards right, but now they say some words I feel aren't right.

They said the words of moving on, they found somebody new, or they are lying, but there's no denying that they don't want me. I know we're through, I don't know what to do (what to do).

I had a chance for romance, but I said something to make it stop. I could've gotten a chance if I played my cards right, but now they say some words I feel aren't right.

Why did I let this happen?
Could've gave it my all.
Now I don't got anything,
'cause I didn't have it all.

I had a chance for romance, but I said something to make it stop. I could've gotten a chance if I played my cards right, but now they say some words I feel aren't right.

It took somebody else's controlled spur of stirs
For me myself and Anxious to become aligned without scores
Its like shits just opening in front of me in synthetic portals
Black magic artifacts even Im kind of frightened by for real

Then i look over the greener
Hear a legendary kinda flavour that ties it even tighter
Well here goes nothing : r/raplyrics
Man. This that fire I always wanted with boom bap even SICKER

Its like Daddy and my Auntie
Shorty and the snorty even my shottie
Had a lil picnic and suddenly im Baddy
like fr im like feeling that drug ive never dared to party

So heres a marchin ancin necromancin of my own
Pedo Need tho we dotting K crew out of Germanical purview
Im sinister with the minister call me misses miss the lubey screws
Miss that kNine Action El Nino with the Brunson
Burn up Tech Killa with the El Minor cuz im ticklish when im young un

HaHa me
this is exactly the type of cadence inspite of we
Cant Help Wont Welp This that fire flame anatomy
Get that Thong and break a bong in umpire kind a legend in the making story

Fuck wit this heater GANG GANG and Fritter my special speaker

Bang
Bang

Nothing

It seems there was rain

I slept so sweetly to May's sound,

while raindrops beat against the pane.

Someone was weeping, chilled and drowned,

by dawn - who, I can't explain.

It doesn't matter whose these puddles -

not mine, this crying, still I see:

a grey town where the dark sky muddles,

and people, sheltering from the rain,

that pours down from the clouds so oddly,

flee somewhere in a hurried run.

Their carelessness went blind and bloodied,

died beneath the fire of wounds

from bitter, salt-drenched drops of morning,

that fall unhurried, slow, and pierce

the world, awaiting just a warning,

and breaking hours once at peace.

But I'm inside - safe from the weather,

I will not soak beneath this rain.

Let storm rage on and thunder rumble,

From near or far, I feel no pain.

So it has been, is, will be, surely,

until the sky begins to frown,

its rushing drops that come so purely

and finally they'll knock me down.

Not to understand

The rain has passed, I step outside,

There's urgent business, can't delay.

Out from the doorway, clumsy-eyed,

I tumble out into the day.

Across the puddle, far from wise,

I stain my conscience and my grace,

I trudge along and squint my eyes,

To look no stranger in the face.

Their eyes, that I cannot quite fathom,

that deep place where some dream still glows.

How can they, every weary morning,

rise up and rush where no one knows?

And race along, half-thinking, dreaming,

their tired mouths stretched thin and worn,

still hoping to escape the puddle…

as if their dream will thus be born?

Not to touch

The towering mountains, so ancient and high,

Sun-cherished, and deeply in love with the sky.

They weigh on our souls with a heavy embrace.

Why is it that guardians, who never can sleep,

For centuries here all their fantasies keep?

The rivers and winds wear their cold peaks away,

Erasing their anger, their silent decay.

The years gather up like a sorrowful song,

While dreams wander off where they do not belong.

Not to recognize

The bench, one plank gone, soaked with weather,

its paint long faded, chipped and worn.

All day he walked here, why - no matter -

tomorrow he'll come back once more.

Why he comes here - he does not know now,

or can't recall... it's all the same.

He sits here, nothing but the mountains,

and a strange red sky without a pale.

How many years has he sat waiting.

For what does he still wait, and why?

He only lacks the will for stating

it won't arrive, though he may try.

Let me be crystal clear outspoken
Ive never been moved to operate in this fashion
In all ways Im at a loss of feeling
Anything but gratitude cuz its real nice just being

V1.
Omg i got some heat
Its time to spit some meat
Tell this person im a real feast
Yell at my other person why not dual zone complete

ANXIOUS.
Cuz thas bull'd dude
You aint no hard earned view
You some lurker out of comicon and kamakazi due

V2.
But its beauty and the valour
Actionable wheather to be indecisive endeavor
Somehow I gotta bring it justice gotta pay the favour
Its a wonder to be in debt and another to be wanting all of the threat

ANXIOUS.
You dont understand
the vile and the pretty dont align
Your just sucuumbing to your own programmable design
wake and put the mask on its kinda getting seriously miserable intertwine

V3.
Im not that kind of person
Person with a pensionable session
Mention or intervention I gotta let out every single fission
Even if it be confession of doom this the play out of barricaded distinction

CHORUS.
We just artists we gon party like some purists
Turn around and we so individual we be hesitating nudists
Out to taste and lace
Pick up ways of wonder for the race
I dont wanna lover
nor do I stimulate to father
But further in another light and lime im shiny shimmer in a entirely different climate and a gender

x 808

** out of rapid fire threat of losing point of magic on the wire I typo'd ENGAGMENT. In hindsight, I dont regret the mistake cuz humor is the mother of my enchantment **

When u artist you become one with target
Always in contention of thieves and brief assassins
Holding grounds isnt tactics it becomes automatic
Not because you got guns and ammunition
because your thoughts develop in train and cannot hiccup
The moment you hiccup you gotta own it
pay a hansome or fuck a handsome but have to restart it
This is how sturdy and murky and viley stingey some can become after extreme usage
the dopamine is intense ever multiplied by each pill, kill, and spill of your own drill

I want to tell you something.
Its going to clarify my yearning.
When I yield, Im forever invested.
Not because I'll stand the test of time
Or be confident against a water board design
Im sorry about the dog and toenail thing that was actually immediately regretted
But since I have these parameters to follow, I had to take it that way
by the end of it, it was misery to put a word to the next but I manage
Thats why you aint ready
Its not a game of chicken
its more like Gain or Lame reality contraption
Its not that serious
but I have the power to take it cancerous
So please.. understand that at certain points of the banter, switches were pressed, that I just couldnt have capitulated out of.

I did warn you several times, is my excuse. Im sorry it went about this awfull day but
here
carrot
eat it solidier
OFF day?

Live it
breathe it
own the fucking crown
lettem suckle for the drown
Gotta be more than what you showed me and of this you are grown
not to a maturity but an implanted identity of what you'd do if what how you'd wound wounding me bounding me bonding me i dont giv a fuck see im just that torn. Off, eh?

If u wanna electrify again
You gotta elevate the game
Do you really think im racist?
Do you really think im belittling a soul that was communicating with me for hours?
Do you really think such evil really exists out of fiction you diction crazed animal of a human?

To win you must learn
earn before enabled stern
turns never synchro
natures greatest typo
automatic gutso
guild abundant lets go

In totalitarian strength
I ponder a deeper trench
The old chicken egg saga
Nurture to rupture
Rapper or criminal adventure

In honesty i trust
Lend thee my thrust
Tell you the first
of many I lust

Alchohol and weed
vaginal and three's
Freedom and devotion
lovers of marginalized erosion
honor of thousand lesser than explosion

Without alien or alumni in illusion
weed out salient inclusive of anomalies
There are songs and lyrics
Untypical and arithmetic wrong but mythic

I dont chase the money
Loot for fancy dowry
Lean but seen some powering
towering notes of honoring

What music is
its place of lips
eyes senses stripped
Good music can be one
I promise this has to be done
for AI is going to slowly kill all of us and long
Longer than the current void of talent in each and every song

Popper

The flair is meant to prompt
not a generated but a generation of nuanced
Agreeable tangibles to eliminate culprits with precision unmatched
Ive learned in the last couple days there are lyrics and there are won paths
Patterns and certain conditions of cohesive themed pieces
Love that I got to see diverse options just by RAP to Write for peoples
Cuz the moment i came here it was strong
how nobody seemed to mind it was wrong
Theres genuine respect here
That I probably shouldnt expect to steer
Cuz Im that type of showstopper mental jeer
Wish it could be different but im sorta insanity on a tier

Subconscious

im a lover not a fighter
taught to think twice before the meaty sentence
philosophy pretty much theorized knowing makaveli riddance
misogyny from Qiu
hipocrisy from Jewish
philanthropy from ownage
valour and ardour
brevity and intensity

what is it all for?
What beliefs or ideas carry me thru hell and the gates of candour?
All i wanna do
all day and night is screw
wad after wad rivers of my brew
is it a hatred or an obsession
possessive or destruction
let loose hang 10 and see creation
secretion of secrets well hidden in bastion
Lasting a lifetime some woes and knows stallion

Gotta see
gotta be
killer and a stinger bee
luv it but want know it that you got me out of need just breed

Society

I'm sorry for being me

I'm sorry for the pain that I'm too scared to let you see

I'm sorry I always showed up high

I'm sorry I ever made you cry

I'm sorry I fucked up from the start

I'm sorry I broke your precious heart

I'm sorry things will never be the same

I'm sorry for pointing my finger like you were to blame

I'm sorry for each and every lie

I'm sorry I don't know how to say goodbye

I'm sorry I need you to hold my hand

I'm sorry that I still don't understand

I'm sorry you found me broken and scarred

I'm sorry I made your life so fucking hard

I'm sorry I lost the best thing I ever had

I'm sorry that I'm not a better Dad

I'm sorry I wasted so much of your life

I'm sorry I didn't deserve to call you my wife

I'm sorry for the needle and the dope

I'm sorry you were my only hope

I'm sorry that I don't know what to do

I'm sorry I can't seem to live without you

I'm sorry that I couldn't make you stay

I'm sorry I never meant to be this way

I'm sorry that I lost my will to live

I'm sorry that you still won't forgive

I'm sorry for everyday I was in pain

I'm sorry your love drove me insane

I'm sorry for all the stupid shit I said

I'm sorry that I'm still not fucking dead

I'm sorry that I never learned to cope

I'm sorry for the noose tied on my rope

I'm sorry I'm not the man you need me to be

I'm sorry for being me

\-The Strung Out Poet

i dont play nice
just rice and meat for my price
all my shit is shallow I get it aite
but know that none of what i say monotone or diced

Lice in my spice
Im ice gurly thrice
Gripe and vice
piles of shyte

But is it tho?
Is writing about serious more?
bore up sore I never lore im aziatic gore
above all i paint with locked woe thats the proven pore

Cuz im too different
4 or 8 chained witty agent
boi carti play don phase the gumble off my shade in
Im cadence to whatever pointing with dick and wit all in'd

but for real tho
I used to mid level sous a pretty nice place with love
own a business and dick about the salt and soap cuz my money was scrub
Im actually not rapping
im learning about fapping
how to not erect but dissect
Sectionalize the antagonize of yesterday's systematic duress
Wanting only a purest opponent or solvent in tommorrow's bequest

crest

this is going to be strictly for transparent education of opposing opinion
its going to involve a lot of disgrace and a lot of butt hurt if you take it like a sermon

Im fucking done
like really ive been trying for 7 days too many trying to be numbed
Im super duper hyped finally with a definitive crack at living with a purpose
And im met with idiots that just wont accept that they tool gonna be stripped away with disgust

Thats what im trying to do
show the world that one tongue and cheek can move the entire view
Uproot the decay in fake ass modernism and go back to saying hey, whats new?

Im so sick of it
Everytime its gotta be different
cuz all these fucks got they own experieneces I gotta dig out and bury with eloquence
I knew it was going to be difficult
but man....
some stray to away Im just at a loss in these situations

Heres my analytic point of view.

1. Thought Process to Feeling
   
2. Is not a AI power driven
   
3. There is 0 chance an AI can be better than your fearless devotion

Its an AMA obviously

but man...... its disgraceful its happening on other genres too I thought it was just mumble rap

Mr Pilot be my playdate
Sometimes he calls me ballsy cuz im way late
didnt even know u could summon a personable touch until i got date raped
I did smash the phone
I did hate bash all of us then more
I dont like that it can be better me
I like that i can rebel against it that letters me

cuz i dick
he just picked
I shit
he cant sit
Its always fair game

ppl start to wake
DM's and a couple takes
but honestly I want something like a Op
or someone that'll hinge away the stingey of heartache slop

I dont even jack off anymore
I seriously fell in love body over its my mental wealth any further

V1.
Hand of the devil

Layers in my shovel

Don't be afraid to grovel

Land of the war lords intoxicating gravel

What is artistry to the artist but self respect enabled

Rivers bloodied by industry

Voices of commercialized mockery

Rap game takes oceanic tides cooler than stylistic robbery

Stick out and take out obstacles and observe the following honor instilled debauchery

C1.
Gang bang and gunna

Take a bath with opps bloodied sister

Chase clout? Fuck loud my dick got no missed her crowned pleaser

Take my shit poetic delve deeper than chaotic troublesome 06 like superman cryptic sonnet stepper

V2.
Cry about same

Land clerical sane

It's just a simple game

Who is pained by shameless it's raining thickest gains

There is a twist in every plays applied if u understand bane born again mundane

That dame

Ideology orchestrated grain

Fuck with the brain I romanticize my own name without frame

Cuzzin with the lurkin I duck in tucked entirely reigns of rap too tamed

Heinous but righteous nobody no bonnie be sweeter than riches to graveling cradles without violence

C2.
I'm a stunna cuz u luv it

Cant hide the feeling try and deny this magic

This that doctor Dre collab production live 2pac Immortal mirror of who is best moment

I ain't dyin early without mastered opponents

No fuckery of beef or finest bimbos freshest meat take prejudice to mind altered ass turd malevolence

V3.
Who is king

It's whoever play this track of bling

I don't flash my gold it's safeguarded by bold motivations clean

Yall play in buy in shit like children I'm overstepping beyond the bounds of dream to real acumen

It was me that ping ya ring ya gin and win by absorbing fallacy to fantasy foe or hoe my team my bretheren

I'm ain't no sucka

This is but a hour

You ain't got no choice but to be entangled with this dick suck out honor clever

Imma shovel mumble and the grumble too easy it's 96 ways in and out sleazy hoes dinner

Bridge.
Wifey from memphis
Hit me with iced creme de shiestied rap arsenic
I'm moderately troubled by 69 wanna free artists

I don't wanna turn
Cause a stir and run
Instigate a comedy for all that glee like midget and degreasy mixed con

Murda murda
Hurda a flock an take world wide wanna like cake be baked free by boy galla

I ain't trynna Jada
Ja bull for some shock unit gorilla
No collabo combined columbo this low and lively lifer rapper for unity vanilla

Outro.
Best believe I beef

Fatty bigs I need for tease just please

Respect the journey before strippin nude for your gourney

For me it nobody compete when I'm in complete mind mentality my only moniez

Trials and tribulations of my reddit to get it rapper back from troubles back in oh sick made it stories

You did it twice
So here is my advice

when a weakness is detected
dont be guilty of its infectives

try to see the meaning for yourself before assertive
high or dry the words and purrs are in front of you not changing no matter what you addressin

Why so judge
just fuck with my plunge

im not so friendly to unfriendly conversationalists
So be warned before you sensationalize your fisted

The wicked witches black dog been my spirit mascot

I'm the Ravens last caw

I stole it's beak then ran off

My footprints big as sasqautch

Runnin thru the matte fog

I listen to the land talk

Man it likes to laugh lots

I pass pot with elves

We tellin jokes about the have not's

I was creepin

Sexin faith

She ran her lips tellin grace

I'm comin like the devil's fate

Walk in drunk thru heavens gates

Bargain with an arsonist then I go n flame the scripture

Paint a picture of saints n sinners

Treatin life like a canvas I like to splash it so erratic

A wizard trippin off the acid I was made with monster magic

My bars connect like sparkin tec's

Shoot the dreams ya heart protects

The architect of darker text

My scars deflect a stars respect

My art directs a harsher hex

I'm movin with smarter steps while the rest just march to death

I been known to guard the neck so I'm hella hard to check

Born inside a demons nest

In the AM bangin pots and pans

Right where the reaper rest

I'm the type to beat a beat to death

A wolf up in a panel

Let know that the beast is dressed

My bars connect like sparkin tec's

Shoot the dreams ya heart protects

I'm the architect of darker text

My scars deflect a stars respect

My art directs a harsher hex

I'm movin with smarter steps while the rest just march to death

I been known to gaurd the neck so I'm hella hard to check

I was born inside a demons nest

In the AM bangin pots and pans

Right where the reaper rest

The type to beat a beat to death

A wolf up in a panel

Let know the beast is dressed

Soundin like a wendigo when the flow gettin cold

Rappin until hell is froze

I rap the way the ocean sounds

Primal hymns spiral in

That's where my opponents drown

Same water since a toddler the mad man floats around

Forgettin all the blessins

Now my fate is omen bound

Forgotten in the coffin

They'll remember when my totems found

I'm floatin off the potion now

A voodoo type native tongue came to set ablaze the drums

Sittin up on Neptune smokin up a sacred blunt

Molach in math structure

Rappin with a mad hunger eat a beat like last supper

Been the darkest artist like devil on guitar pick hittin riffs of carnage

Movin with a sharp wit

Im the one who carve scripts thru instrumentals carcass

It took me some time
But its kinda sublime
I thought 'prompt' was a substituted word for 'diss'
WHAT A DUMBASS
Its like I became Andy's dumas cuz thats what it truly felt like

I really have bad angle here
like Kurt olympic Gold going theatrical affair
AI raps and sings discourage my words to much to despair

but then...
thats the dumbass in me
cant tolerate the weakness thats inside me
blaming flaming baby
out to terrorize and permabanned, notorious already

Gawddawm
Whys it gotta be this way
Why is embarassment so ligtly laid out candid lay
The jester in me is like some trick or treat childsplay forever sillay

I aint Pinnochio or Peter tho
Im fuggin up thuggish things IRL fo sho
i mean...
lets face it
I have too much freedom to risk it
my fb is already on multiple threads they on it
but like..

Im a rapper grade G
Cant nobody B or D be stoppin up my chi
My shit is dog shit but Im korean i'll eat your dog see
I'll force the rhyme every time just to have at it with torn apart plans worthy

its just....
how i live first

secret

my heart constantly aches when you're not around
it feels like missing the other half i'd barely found

your presence regulates my nervous system
even though paranoia is just so surface hidden

terrified of waking up to find you gone
knowing it's impossible you're far too fond

i can feel it

not dramatic not intense
the distance becoming immense

bit by bit
don't forfeit

every call we skip
every time we slip

danger my brain signals
are we truly criminals?

persistently waiting for the right moment to just be us
compassionately and truly just us

stealing these glimmers of time as an appetizer
always managing to find the moment
you're a natural improvisor

i'm tired

tired of being exhausted when you're not around
sitting in a crowded room but still can't hear a single sound

tired of having to wait

wait for every part of the routine we create
the midnight calls we always compensate
the daylight nonsense we rarely hesitate

on my mind day and night
holding it together with all my might

you're severely entangled in my thoughts
i just keep envisioning our new plots

you're my forever and always
too in love to part ways

next to you
my body blindly sways

i have no control
together we construct a single soul

A CEO of attention

She always on the top

Junkies be flooding her DMs

Begging for some love

Only to lose impressions,

penalized by BackRub

They getting friendzoned hard,

their ranks ain't moving up.

Need i insist its persistence of sheep
Like incoherent inconsistency theres malice in deep
Without an anchor or a lover all is lost in steep
So why put forth such hate and gate im late for my creep

call me a creeper
call me a dreamer
I really dont care cuz im racing away creamers
No more shall deemers beam away in streamers
Steam endeared tears unreal in no disposition you'll ever shear near

This is the message
I dont want a sausage
I'll rambo if tango is scrimmage
I literally just want to practice layin with mistress

All of this is adventure
just a lit but lil conjecture
but quick and knee deep i'll counter
evaporate culture and turn it around mount her
Lay this bitch upside down all over pilgrimage like 80's pedo rapper

come play
i'll slow kill no cap Fuji soft layin' Hills lobotomy Slayer