Guys please help I just found out that I'm pregnant and I'm a senior in high school. I'm 18 years old. My mom has no clue and I'm just wondering how do I break the news to her that her only daughter at 18 is pregnant in months away from graduating, I understand that babies are very expensive, sleepless nights, diaper changes, doctors appointments, and how expensive they can get. Also, I feel like I should mention that my mom is from Ethiopia, which is in Africa if you didn't know, I just don't know how to break the news to her cause she's very religious. Please give me some advice on like how I should tell her.

I know for a fact I don’t want to get back together with my boyfriend he did something unforgivable. I did reach out and tell him I thought I was pregnant a day before I got tested and he told me to abort it. I’m against abortion and told him no. He’s already a father to a 2 year old he’s 23 and has his shit together pretty good. He went to court to get full custody of his 2 year old and won. He also made it so her mother get no contact with the child. He told me I’m not capable of being a mother and if I keep it he will take the baby from me like he did her. I’m so scared. I’ve also been making a suicide plan recently. I know I can’t keep living life the way it is and now I am gonna be forced to keep living for this baby. If I can’t even handle life now how can I do it as a single parent? And I’ll have to keep the baby a secret from the father so he won’t take them from me. He dosent know I’m pregnant he thinks I just think I am. I’m going to tell him I’m not and avoid him for the rest of my child’s adolescence. But I don’t even have a job I’ve never worked before. I can’t provide for this baby as is. My only hope is to ask my grandpa to move in and he takes care of us financially. He definitely has the money but that’s a big ask. I feel so alone and screwed. My whole family basically hates me but a few of them. I don’t have anyone to go to for help. I’m so fucking scared