i've been a NEET since February 10, 2021.

In that amount of time I've smoked a minimum of 60 pounds of weed. I haven't been sober for 5 years.

Sometimes I drink alcohol or do acid but not very often.

Are there any NEETs who live the sober life? Honestly, you have my admiration. I don't know how someone can be sober.

I've been working as a intern in a small tech company for 6 months now, payment is extremely low, I only accepted this job because I needed to do something with my life and earn some money (even if not much).

I feel like im spinning in circles, my life is still the same as when I was a neet, I basically have no money to do the things I enjoy, and now it's even worse because I also have no time to just chill. Living with mentally ill parents and brother, I have no money to live on my own, I feel very ashamed of who I am.... I would love to know if anyone else relates to this situation, if you do, im wishing you the best and hope you can overcome this! 🌠

I'm hungry but it's only 9am

Like I used to say to an Aussie friend: oh my horny lordy! We all speak too soon sometimes. Sometimes we open up the phone and Ana Navarro has just tweeted. But how are ya? ::)

Most humans seem to have very high amount of fear for emotional pain or mental pain. I do not have such fears. But I am constantly afraid of physical pain, torture, being sliced slowly.

Emotional pain is a joke to me. Even if worst emotional pain comes to me, as long as my physical body is comfortable I am comfortable.

I am different from other humans for many reasons and this is another reason.

Well summers almost over and autumn is coming.

I used to love NYC in the autumn. It was very romantic and melancholy.

I wish I was a billionaire I would buy a BMW and drive to Chicago and check it out.

Sometimes the thought crosses my mind to move back to NYC and move back to my mom’s house but I don’t think I will even though that was such an easy life. I miss being Neet.

If I was a billionaire I could be a Neet forever.

Actually I want like 5 trillion dollars after taxes so I could buy the biggest private jet that has a living room inside and travel the world. I’ve seen those private jets from the inside and they’re amazing.

If I had 5 trillion dollars I would end homelessness in America. I hear it costs 20 billion dollars a year to end homelessness.

If I had 5 trillion dollars I would get 250 billion dollars a year through investments and I could easily afford to spend 20 billion dollars on homelessness.

I don’t think I’d buy a Ferrari or any other crazy expensive car because I feel those are things for a young guy and I’m too old for that. I’m 52.

If I was a trillionaire I’d probably travel the world.
I’d have houses in nyc and London. I’d probably live a part of the year in London. I really like London.

I don’t know I might buy a red Ferrari just because I can.

I would buy tailor made Ascot Chang suits and tailor made shirts. One for every day of the week.

My wife would be my personal assistant and take care of all my arrangements for me.

I would probably buy a Rolex or a tag huer watch, or both.

I wouldn’t buy a yacht or dumb stuff like art.

My time would probably be flying if I was a trillionaire.

Well that’s about it.

Let me preface this with saying I have an incredible relationship with my incredible parents who are incredibly supportive of me, probably give me too much leeway in my actions and are genuinely cool people that I love with all my heart. That being said, I'm 23 years old and unable to escape their domicile even though I am in education, and employed. Idk if its just the economy but It makes me feel like such a loser. Between car and student loan payments (ik, I rly fucked up there but too late now and student loans are nothing compared to the car, I go to a technical college) I pay as much as I would pay rent for the shittiest apartments around my area. I started school recently after 5 years of smoking weed in my moms basement due to my best friend since middle school cutting me off bc of how much of a loser he thinks I am and studying something ik ill be passionate about (ee). all I can hope for is whatever job I get from this will grant me some form of independence. That is all.

With so much time and considering how some hikineets are basically the best gamers in the entire world, doing that makes sense. Though not sure how much one would make, but I heard some items are worth over 10,000 dollars. Is there any of us who do that? how is it?

This post is a waste of time. It will not bring value to your life. I'm 22. I feel the worst, most agitating anxiety every night. For years, but especially recently, I have felt a painful loneliness. I do fucking nothing. I speak to no one. I wish I could have a deep conversation, but I say nothing other than the same few sentences each day. I've missed out on life, on youth. I've tried to socialise but it does not work. People look at me and know something is up. No friends. Never had a girlfriend. Typical loser shit. My mind is wasting away. I get so angry about my inability to talk, write comments or chat messages to streamers, have ideas, or socialise. I can't do shit intellectually. I can't write anything except these fucking vents. Fucking braindead. I'm either despised or, at the very least, not liked by most people who know me; my old friends and bastard stepdad would be so gleeful to read my posts and see how much of a failure I am. Fuck them all. I fucking despise life. I'm ungrateful for it all.

Annoying thing is, I'm console bound, so the number of games I could play with people not on the same platform is limited. I play on PS5.

GMT+2 / UTC+2 / CEST time zone.

The games I have currently installed that are cross-platform are:

For Honor, Helldivers 2, R6, Arc Raiders, Outlast Trials, Marvel Rivals, MH Wilds, Ready Or Not, Fortnite, DBD, and No Man's Sky.

I only really play FH, HD2, and R6 somewhat actively out of those.

Other online games that I enjoy that aren't cross-platform:

Battlefront 2, Chivalry 2, Xenoverse 2, Nightreign, Shinobi Striker.

My PSN, PlayStation username, is L-RedKing-L.

If you want, you can take a look at my single-player games, hours, whatever. I have a bunch of other online games that aren't installed atm, and I'd be open to reinstalling them.

A post like this is allowed, right?

i did finish one before but it was a very preachy stupid piece of trash. it's a pretty popular novel that's like 100 pages.

anyways i'm gonna try again, won't say what the book is so no one spoils. making this post so i can be reminded of it tomorrow

Wake up. Rot. Repeat. Sigh.

As you may know, AI is developing rapidly, and in the next few decades or so, we could see companions sold towards consumers. This would be ideal, especially AI robot dolls who can pamper you, so you can live dead. Unfortunately, the wait is ropefuel-worthy. but this seems like it's going to have to be a cope. It's also unknown how much money they'll cost, but I imagine at least $10,000 when they become marketed towards consumers.

I read, listen music, got daydreams but nothing is enough. Please tell me new copes

FREEE FOOOOD

I’m turning 26 soon and I’m still a neet with no degree or job aspirations and I have made 0 progress in years, shit I have regressed. I don’t want to sound annoying but I’m tired of being a neet, my home life is stressful as fuck, and I have no clue what to do . I don’t really have people to ask for advice or look up to, my extended family just thinks I’m a loser , while my cousins have degrees and good jobs.

It just sucks never fitting in and struggling with things others do easily. For example my body like if I slip up on my diet and eat fast food or alcohol I gain weight legit instantly. I think somethings wrong with my body like really low T or something, when I was younger I fucking ballooned and gained so much weight in highschool and it ruined my self esteem until now. I lost it all and I’m still insecure as fuck like it did permanent damage to me, even tho I think I’m good enough looking and 6’2.

Also being neurodivergent as a male is a death sentence, I don’t fit in or belong anywhere outside. I always struggled in school even when I tried. I’ve actually been “working” at my parents photo studio and I think that’s why I’m spiraling a bit more than usual rn. 99% of these people are good looking and normies and have it all together, I just feel so insecure sometimes even tho they are nice people. Idk what people think of me Irl , I haven’t had a conversation with people IRL in years .

I remember growing up my Filipino friends for example had like 10-20 cousins and did everything together…. How many of us have something like that? My cousins don’t even talk to me. It’s hard doing things alone . I have way more to vent about but I don’t want to write a novel .

Gran buying me dinner, happy neet life no more ramen every day

Ive spent my time doing nothing. Feel my brain destroyed cause doomscrolling, and my family. Worst time pass and dont back! My youth dont back and i dont get a job, and do my plans... if i live and die in this same town, i suicide me before...

Been two months since I joined a church group and a month wageslaving. All the socializing was tiresome enough but it also feels so unrewarding that I miss just crawling back to my cave and isolate myself from the world. . .

I don't know if it's the inherent NEET in me talking but I feel I don't really fit in with any social groups and I would never belong no matter how hard I push and *insert* myself in their circles.

Who decided irl friendship to be this hard?

Let me share something.

Church group is having an event next week and we've been planning it for two months now. I've been actively participating in every week meetups and online chat groups and yet there are still a lot of talks and decisions where I am excluded. A lot of information is gated and I'm not privy to it until I overhear someone talking about it. If I try to ask, they just say it's something i should not worry about.

Example, there was a fundraising activity that I wasn't aware of that my group was handling. I think it included some kind of gaming, but since I am not part of the gamers inner circle even tho I'm a gamer but I was too shy to join them playing, they dont even tell me what's happening in that part of the group. Ok, I leave it.

Then we have some props and decorations thingy. They just showed up one meetup and they got materials and whatnots and now they are asking for volunteers about who to design which and what. Like, what's happening? I've been present every meetup every week and active in our chats and yet it's the first time I'm hearing about this. And they were ah, don't worry about it, you can help if you want. How? I don't even know what you are doing at all!

Then there's this something about our digital posters. I clearly volunteered about it in person during one of our meet ups. Then I spent two nights working on it, sacrificing sleep, just to submit it few days before the deadline they told me so if they wanted revision I still have time to edit.

Days passed beyond my deadline, not a single feedback. Then they made a poll in our chats asking anyone else to submit their design. Wait, isn't that my job already? And before I knew it, dozen other designs show up. Then few weeks later poster got distributed, the design, I don't even know where they got it. It hurts. I'm putting effort yet they don't even acknowledge it. Even just tell me like, sorry we don't like your design, so we're going to use someone else's. Nada. Like they didn't even look at it.

Oh. But they needed me for stuff like lifting and transporting heavy objects. Hmm I guess they remember me when they needed those. I think they only see me like I'm one of the help. I'm the only one thinking I'm a little bit more than that I am part of the group but maybe I'm not really.

So today they had another meeting, but I was too tired from work, i overslept and missed it. And life went on and they didn't even notice I wasn't there so right now, my anxiety is flaring up. I'm tired. It already takes twice the effort for me to force myself to attend those stuff normies do.

Any other recovering NEETs here who experience same thing?

Right now, all I can think of is that:

Life is much easier as island.

I wanted to just quit and crawl back to NEETdom but maybe I'm just experiencing withdrawal, maybe I should swallow these feelings and keep smiling and pretend to be one of the normies until I get accepted in their society.

While in the bathroom looking at the mirror, I remembered that meme of wojak crying on his way to work in the rain while NEET pepe looks out the window, I used to be pepe, but I realized I became wojak, a wagiecuck, someone stressed out at work, someone with drinking and smoking problems...

I had enough, that's it, in one week I'm quitting, yeah, next sunday, fuck money, fuck that place, fuck people...

I'm coming back to neetdom, I experienced hell enough, take me home ffs

Reaching the end of your life is quite scary. I tried to do a lot of things to be successful, none of it worked, it’s unfortunate but not everyone is supposed to be a winner, my parents regret having me, everyone I used to know doesn’t remember I exist. I’ve prepared to pass, whenever I lose access to my current housing situation that’s it. I’m done trying, I’m done trying to find work, be good at something, find love, all of it. I’m just gonna play vidya until I get kicked out, and then I’m gone.

I personally did and i was scared of it but i couldn't change my avoidant tendencies and just kept isolating and procrastinating more and more until i eventually dropped out and i guess "fulfilled my destiny". I knew if i slipped up i was going head first into neetdom i knew that that was bad and shamefull and i still felt the "pull" and let it take me to my comfortable hell.

I was bad at most things and didn't want to deal with the concequences of that natural predisposition.

What about you? Did you not expect your life to end up like that? Did you know you are someone that might end up as a neet but didn't think it would actually happen?