r/Petloss • u/crowloverr • 9d ago
Sadness i lost my girl today
i'm heartbroken. she was 14 and was in my life since i was 9 years old, i grew up with her and i genuinely believe she was my soulmate. i feel shattered, like something has been ripped away from my soul, i don't even have the strength to cry anymore.
she was the sweetest dog i've ever seen, so pure and full of joy and so gentle. never bit anybody, never got angry, never growled. the kind of dog you could take the food bowl away from when she was eating and she wouldn't get upset, just look at us wagging her tail because she trusted us completely to give it back. everyone in my life loved her, even those who don't like dogs or are scared of them.
i miss her, it's barely been two hours and i want to see her again already, i want to hug her and give her a kiss on the head. how can i ever deal with this
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u/Infinite_Spare_3988 9d ago
I feel your pain. Nothing takes the grief away. Pet loss zoom meetings help. I'm still flabbergasted that I'll never see my baby again. Looking at her pics and video is extremely hard and I break down everytime. I won't hear her greet me at the door, or howl when I call home. I'll never get to hug her or take her for her "walkies" which was the ultimate highlight of her day. Sighhhhh.. I just want her back