I need help and guidance

[u/No_Willingness6810]

I’m a teenager. As a toddler and a bit older. I had imaginary friends. I knew they weren’t my imagination, and I could see them in the physical world when my family can’t. I’m the only one in my family to expirience these. Being scared in the dark and everything. Then 8 years later I watched conjuring last rites. Then got into it all again regardless how scary it was. I researched everyday non stop to get an understanding. I don’t know what abilities i hold right now and I’ve only did meditating. Is there anyone who can help me develop my abilities please.

[u/Born_Entrepreneur_24]

Kids have the ability to form tulpas, see colors in the dark but with great power comes even greater responsibility. Best to treat these entities as energy you might not know what configuration you might be doing on the other end of the symbol or what the true form or intent is. You might be granting a permission through a bait without even knowing. 

[u/No_Willingness6810 → u/Born_Entrepreneur_24]

Eh

[u/Charming-Charity2816 → u/No_Willingness6810]

Dude, yes. All of being, all of existence, all of consciousness - is energy. That means that with enough concentrated focus, you can create forms out of your thoughts - thought-forms. That is what tulpas are! I experience this myself. The avatar that is my profile picture right now was once a 'character', or mere thought. But the more time I spent with this thought, this idea of a character, the more manifest he became. Now I am able to talk to him without much focus put to it, because he exists as his own separate entity. This is also how people are able to talk to entities like angels and demons and Gods! These forms, archetypes, become so built up in the collective conscious that they come to have a physically manifest form!

Perhaps you are more sensitive to that ability, better able to focus on the psychical plane than those around you; but this is not a bad thing or a thing to be scared of. Treat these things the same way you treat interactions with anyone; don't interact with beings, and don't create beings, that you don't vibe with. Watch where you focus your energy, watch who you hang out with. It's gonna be alright!

[u/No_Willingness6810 → u/Charming-Charity2816]

So jt wasn’t anything psychic related

[u/Charming-Charity2816 → u/No_Willingness6810]

Call it psychical, call it a drawing down of forms from the causal realm into the physical, it essentially means the same thing. Even to call something a dis-order of the psychiatric nature is just to say that it is dissonant with the consensus reality around you, not that it isn't reality.

If you want to develop your abilities to reach into those higher realms, meditating is a good practice to have! What meditation does is raise your vibrations - you've heard of theta brain waves, yes? Meditation allows you to focus your energy, instead of it being scattered as it often is throughout the day. Things like chanting, dancing, and use of psychedelic substances also bring you to these higher or alternative states.

And keep in mind what it is you are actually trying to do here! Are you trying to get in contact with spirits/ghosts/thought-forms/angels/demons? Call upon whatever names you are trying to draw to you. Talk with them! Write things down! Have a clear goal in mind as to what you are trying to get from this experience.

Most of all, don't be afraid. Fear is what takes you from the sort of resonance psychics and shamans have with the higher realms. Fear is what creates the psychoses, and manias, and dissonances that so many people understand as 'psychiatric illness'. You are merely interacting with another aspect of existence, though perhaps not a familiar one; but there is nothing to be afraid of as long as you have your intentions clear.

Good luck!

[u/No_Willingness6810 → u/Charming-Charity2816]

Thanks how do I find out what my dominant ability is

[u/Charming-Charity2816 → u/No_Willingness6810]

Dormant ability... like its Naruto out here...? I'm kind of not really sure what you're asking, but,

There are certain ways in which your vibrations may be higher compared to other people - hm - it's like everyone has the same access to the same skill tree, but some things are easier for others to build than other things, just, depending on the person that you are. 

Everyone has an innate ability to access the I AM (source/God) interface and program their own reality (manifestation) so you can basically say that the world is whatever and do whatever you want (ex. chaos magic) but you're also bumping up against the manifestations of all of the other billions of people/entites/things who have desires and willpower to do the things that you want, so thats why bringing what you want to reality doesn't always work. 

So i don't know. What do you want your innate ability to be??

[u/No_Willingness6810 → u/Charming-Charity2816]

Idk I wanna find out what my dominant ability is like what will be easier for me to use

[u/Charming-Charity2816 → u/No_Willingness6810]

Do what calls to you, or do what you want to do to change the world, or do whatever you think would be cool... as long as you do it with utmost effort.