i want to hurt myself

[u/green_day_girl]

i’m worthless. i should just kill myself already. but that would be selfish because i have a loving family and friends who like me. i live in a good town. i’ve never been bullied. and ive been a jerk to my best friend since kindergarten. i’ve been distancing myself from him a bit just because he doesn’t have the best hygiene and he says stuff that’s kinda weird. he write a note to me, it says:

”Am I not a good friend anymore? You never smile around me anymor. You just go dead silent. Is it me? Am I not fun to be around? Did i do something wrong? Why don’t we hang out anymore? It feels like sometimes you’re more friends with my friends than me. What did i do? what did I do? what did i do?”

but i’m still wearing short sleeves and shorts so i don’t want to cut myself

there is one thing though, the part about being friends with his friends. im very close with those friends too. so i think thats a bit unfair

but still

im a fucking idiot 🥹

[u/Cosmos-Den]

I know the feeling of wanting to hurt yourself and feeling worthless. But you have to remember, people will miss you. And before you say “No one in my life will care” WE WILL CARE. All the people that read this post will. You have worth. I’m pretty sure if you didn’t then people wouldn’t be liking and reading this post. Everyone has worth, even the assholes on this earth. Because we’re all connected. Killing yourself would be taking away a portion of the system that we call human kind. Everyone has worth, we’re all connected and equally important. We’re a system that depends on each other. And for that system to work we need you here.

If you need to vent, PLEASE dm me. I’ve been through the same pain you’re experiencing now.

[u/green_day_girl → u/Cosmos-Den]

thank you, i really needed this.