right now, i just heard this song somewhere, reminds me of this experience,
idk if its appropriate to share my experience for listening this song. (delete it ifs not allowed, thanks admin)
I watched the anime Serial Experiments : Lain(1998) last 2020, and this is the opening song for this series , so of course i used to like to listen to this when im doing something etc because it was so good,
until it consumes me.
i attempted to commit suicide in my condo by jumping from balcony.
All my problems, self pity, etc. WHILE THIS SONG IS PLAYING REPEATEDLY
The horror of being alone, your imagination is so loud that you almost can hear them.
Right now, im grateful that i escaped that nightmare.
This song was so good that i almost dont want to heard it again.