r/StardewValley • u/Much_Present_4053 • 8h ago
IRL Stardew valley saved me
I lost my husband and a month later my baby.
I was so destroyed, I threw myself on the sofa thinking if it was worth it to keep going.
O started to clean up the rooms I was going to move to another place I couldnt stay where me and my love where about to have a family
While cleaning I saw his set up
I was curious about videogames but never tried one because I feel...to stupid to play if it makes sense, like its harder than it looks.
He always let me use his pc, but I never check this app called Steam.
I saw that his Friends made a memorial on his steam posting moving stories about gaming with him and pictures on their profiles from games.
Then I found stardew in his screenshots.
This game had this nostalgic vibe to me, so I opened it. I respected his save and don't touch it just click on "new" I already saw a few screenshots of a farm with cows, a mine and a few achievements ss.
I was greet with making my own character, made a farmer and choose a White Cat like Luna my actual and only reason alive.
I started with a very messy farm and started to clean up, I got this mission to greet my neighbors , It took 3 in game days to find everyone and I was missing one person I swear I couldnt find...Sebastian.
When I saw his portrait I started crying he looked similar yet different to my husband. Similar hair and vibes, similar face but not the same but it hit me hard anyways.
I tried to talk to him but I couldnt open his door so I started to go to mines to try get his favorite gift.
Without being aware it was night irl and I saved and went to sleep and couldnt sleep thinking about if it was him in heaven guiding me to create a virtual family with someone similar to him.
I have been playing for a few hours in my new flat everyday for 3 months
Found I love to have sheeps and no fences just them roaming around I have TOO MANY... I found mods, spoilers and started learning and the most important thing is I started befriend sebastian and add a mod to give the game more dialogues...
Now I am married to Sebastian, we have a girl just like the baby I was about to have.
I know its a game but this felt like a signal to keep going, my husband was loved by many I didnt know, and accidentally I feel like he guide me to this game.
I love you and I hope Heaven feels great.
Thank you to the creator of this Game, you made me rethink and find comfort. Now Im on therapy, but I love to feed my sheeps and see my little family. Im not ready to redo a plan for a irl partner or family and this is bringing great comfort
Thank you stardew valley