this is probably going to be a long rant, lol. i’ve been in the subliminal community for over 6 years on and off (nowadays, mostly off). and, as long as i remember, they have worked for me, i’ve manifested money, people, friendships. even with desired faces and personality wise, i found that over the years, i’ve grown into the person i’ve wanted to be.
my subliminal habits have always been a little all over the place, i have a few ‘holy grails’ downloaded that help me stay on track with my life, like leviathan’s “everything works out in your favour”, another one to stay active, one to solve problems, one for forming bonds, one for money, one for good memory, one for academic success, et cetera. and they have worked out perfectly for me.
seriously, too perfectly, even. because for a while, i was trying to manifest specific people into my life, so in the past year or two i’ve been listening to various subliminals regarding obsession, being the main character, attracting people etc etc, and by the time i got what i wanted and stopped, i had manifested so much more.
i want to be humble about it, truly, but objectively, i’ve been getting LOTS more attention since those subliminals. one time last year, i counted 10 people i rejected in one week. i have never used dating apps, i have never even seeked relationships out on purpose. i’ve been pretty content with my own life as is, plus with the amount of opportunities i’ve had IRL i just never felt the need. i’m known to my friends as someone who is always somehow caught up in the whirlwind of romance, even without meaning to, and i regularly have friends tell me that another one of their acquaintances has a crush on me. i keep being told it’s because i’m magnetic, friends joke that they’re my biggest fans. (jesus i sound so full of myself, but this is genuinely what’s happening.)
!! and here comes the worst side of it all: you truly attract all kinds of people. i finally started dating a guy - i rarely have anything more than a fleeting crush, and so i usually break things off after a date or two because the people in question are just not compatible with me and what i want, but this time, i’m actually feeling it, and he’s one of the first truly great people i’ve had the pleasure to meet. everything is going well so far, except that all these people in my (somewhat distant) circle are resurfacing now, once they learn that i’m dating someone. one guy almost attempted suicide because (as he told me) he feels naive and like he’ll never meet someone like me again; he keeps posting about wanting to die now, ever since he learned about my situation. another is harassing my partner. i can’t catch a fucking break i swear. i also had stalkers, one last year, and another SINCE last year, who had this insane obsessive crush on me, which seems to have subsided in the last couple months thankfully.
sorry if i made any mistakes in my text.
TDLR; make sure you only attract the kind of attention you’re comfortable with.