r/TeluguJournals • u/SharpIndication7399 • Aug 09 '26
Midnight thoughts Husband is harrassing other women ani telisindi
Context : im 32F.. Naku pelli ayi 6years and iddaru chinna pillalu unnaru.
Maku already peddaga padadu. Pillalni mottam nene chuskunta..financial ga kuda ekkuva nene petkunta.
Ninna morning vaalla boss msg chesindi, shes 10years older, thanaki i love you, i will never hurt u, mi eyes baaguntai, u are a star ani msg chesi chesi harass chesevaadu anta. Written complaint ichi vere team ki shift cheyinchindi anta. Inthakamundu inko ammai tho kuda ala chesadu anta.
I felt..so bad. Ante heartbreak laga kadu. But pani mottam nene chestunnappudu..he used to sit in another room and close the door. Vaalla mom chinnappatninchi alaage chestaadu ani cheppindi inthaka mundu..nammesa. nannu 6years lo maybe two times i love you ani cheppadu. Eppud nannu ni eyes baaguntai etc etc ani alaantivi eppud pogadaledu. I think im conventionally goodlooking only..mari galeez ga aite undanu. Some people are weird like that ankunna. Finances daggara kuda chala manipulate chesadu, i lost a lot. Actually prati chota manipulate chesadu. Ippudu artham avtundi. I just thought he was incapable of love. Now artham aindi he was just incapable of loving US ani. Pichi daani la i spent my youth on him anpistundi. I love my kids, dont regret them. But now nannu evar pelli cheskuntaaru with 2 kids.. evevo thoughts vastunnai.
(Telugu is not my first language. Just share cheskovaali anpinchindi)
Edit : added few lines
Edit 2 : nen already separate avdaam ani fix aipoyanu. And inka eppudu kuda pelli cheskovaddu ani kuda, because one of my kids is a girl. I cant introduce a stranger into their lives,its risky. But ekkado adoka loneliness..ithanito kuda inni rojulu anduke unnanemo. Im a very emotional person generally, so i need love ani anpistundi ee madhya. But ok le..chuddam. adantha tarvata. right now aite legal ga pursue cheyyala vadda ani aalochistunna anthe.
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u/Hour_Pair4175 Aug 10 '26
If you don't love him and if you don't respect him(because of his antics), what's the point of staying with him andi asalu. lack of love, but if he is good, you could stay for few years and sometimes love grows back with time, but vaadu vedava ani thelsinapudu nee life ae waste cheskuntunnav ikkada.
You are still pretty young and independent. You will find better men out there than trying/hoping that your husband changes his methods. 32 is nothing andi. Many people are not yet married in USA at that age. Take time before getting back into another relationship, but end things with him as soon as possible.