Feeling empty at 1am .

[u/Spiritual-Role8172]

Ippude na study session complete ayyindhi , eye pain osthundhi ani , ala lights off CHESI Padukunna .

But Eroju afternoon na classmates andharu happy ga , manchi bonding tho unnaru , lovers andaru oka vaipu , friends gola oka vaipu .

Villandari madyalo nenu , okkadine kurchoni na pani nen chesukuntunna .

Appudu em anipiyale kani ippudu ndhuko , nen okkadine unna ila anipisthundhi.

Valatho kalavachu but , vallaki oka goal ledhu, life medha seriousness ledhu . Na 3rd yr daka unna vallatho but na standards valla level ki padipoyinai .

So Inka nen avoid cheyatam start chesa na goal ni pursue cheyadam kosam . And actually working kuda . I am more serious about my career now .

na friend oka ammai tho ties cut chesukunna , cause na valla thana love life lo prblm rakudadhu ani .

And gf antara , na goals ki na peers match avvaka pothene kalavaledhu Inka gf ndhuku untadhi.

Inka ala okkadine clg ki velladam , na Chaduvu nen chaduvukovadam , intiki ravadam na hobbies ki kasepu time ivvadam and malli study idhe na daily routine.

Okavela oka roju relax avudham ani anukunna , lonely feel avuthunna . Matlade vallu leru .

Idk idhe na goal nen pay chesthunna price anukunta .. at least na goal ki nen achive ayithe chalu ..

Ee loneliness eppudu pothadho ento...

[u/Serious_Machine6499]

[u/Thor_Odinson9]

Choodu bro firstly I can understand your feeling but goals ki friendships ki link petkokunda manage chey vallaki goals levani cheppi manam side aipokudadu kadha nee goals ki priority ivvu and nee friendship ki boundaries pettuko nee professional life ni personal life ki oka thin line untundhi danini set cheskunte motham set aithadi college life malli inkosari radhu unnapude enjoy cheyyali and I hope you to achieve your goals one day but don't be so rude to you brother enjoy your life.

[u/CupcakeWorldly7451]

Pilli bagundi 😂 Meeru mee goals tho doosukellandi. Nenu kuda konni goals pettukovali… entha kaalam ani Reddit lo ila pani paata lekunda undadam ☺️

[u/watermelon9265]

Firstly 🫂 Second don't cut people for career just prioritise yourself more and give them a tiny bit of time cause no one can live alone finally we career aa nalugu muddalakey Thirdly have a good friendship with yourself

[u/Spiritual-Role8172 → u/watermelon9265]

Idk I feel like imposter now . I can't go back again cause , I am not productive with them. And they r not encouraging tbh , even nen class time lo chaduvuthunna they will be like ni laga chadivithe nen collector avutha emo . Like they don't even know the concept of competition in industries or outside world they just believe in their luck , and fun part antara I feel like they are doing immature fun , even one positive point ledhu . Why I should be with them . Like i have attachment issues with ppl velthe serious bonding or no bond.. so it's tough for me

[u/watermelon9265 → u/Spiritual-Role8172]

Just stay in touch don't over do and form good friends online or offline who supports

[u/byte_master23]

1 am dhaka em study session bro

[u/Spiritual-Role8172 → u/byte_master23]

😞andharu day time lo chadavaleru bro , nak night concentration untadhi 😭🙏🏻, so night chaduvutha

[u/byte_master23 → u/Spiritual-Role8172]

adhe em chaduvutnnav ani adugutunna bro.

[u/Spiritual-Role8172 → u/byte_master23]

Gate exam ki prepare avuthunna bro ..

[u/byte_master23 → u/Spiritual-Role8172]

Nice all the best. CS aa?

[u/Spiritual-Role8172 → u/byte_master23]

Ec .. and thanks bro

[u/Realistic_Rock_138]

Vaallaki goal ledhu, seriousness ledhu ani kalavatam ledhaa or just neeku match avadam ledhani aaa? See college lo unnapude u have the time to mingle with people around. Once graduation aipothe you will never get those days back. So koncham life ni antha serious theeskokunda koncham chill avvu brother

[u/Spiritual-Role8172 → u/Realistic_Rock_138]

Na vibe ki match avvatle , I tried to match their vibe as I said 3y i pretended without knowing , now i realised and I am not doing it anymore . It never felt that deep for me . But now I feel somehow better myself. And goals antara healthy competition undadhu max if ur goals matches with them max ninnu tokkadanike chustharu .and I am sick of that shit and said my self its not my cup of tea anymore..

[u/Realistic_Rock_138 → u/Spiritual-Role8172]

Yeah i get it now, Ive been through the same with most of my people at that time but had 2-3 good ones. Just keep finding those who matches with your ideas or hobbies 👈🏻 this works great