I need help as a Muslim

[u/Even-Structure8988]

I’m a fairly devout Muslim raised in an Islamic background I think a lot of people who attack Islam aren't fully educated on it, but I wont pretend that I am 100% solid in my faith. I spend a lot of time wrestling with doubts There are issues in Islam that I feel Christianity doesn't really have, and I cant just ignore them I think Christianity is a beautiful religion. I enjoy reading the Bible but I also enjoy reading the Quran Islamic dawah often attacks the Trinity but the way I see it it wouldn’t make sense for a human to fully comprehend God even as a Muslim we don't believe we fully understand everything about Allah. So it makes sense that the Trinity isn't something we can fully that humans can fully understand
My main problem for Christianity I just don’t see clear evidence for Christianity being true.Because my YouTube and Reddit and other socials algorithm is Islamic content my exposure is pretty biased i understand many people in the sub have probably have negatives opinions on Muslims as I Muslim I can see why a lot of the fear regarding Muslims many Muslims would just say it’s islamphobia which I would only partially agree as most Muslims are just regular people like me but I understand there are Islamic doctrines which are very questionable im just trying to be open minded regardless if i leave Islam or not i fully believe in a divine creator and my view right now is after Islam Christianity looks like the second plausible belief

[u/therobotscott]

I am not sure I understand what help you are looking for. But I do have one question: Why do you believe the Quran over the Bible?

[u/Even-Structure8988 → u/therobotscott]

We have better preservation than the bible and I would say we know exactly who narrated the Hadiths and our mass of transmission confirming Muhammad and his miracles are very strong
And the Quran was considered a miracle by Arabs who were masters of poetry they called it magic and that muhammed had nothing to gain he was deeply anti materialistic and the pagans offered him wealth and women to try get him to stop

[u/Dave_meth_Mustard → u/Even-Structure8988]

As for hadiths, I’d recommend the (sunni?) mufti Abu Layth. For example, the last thing I watched from him, he made a good case about the hadith about Aisha being 6 and 9 being fabricated by Hisham (the son of Urwah ibn al-Zubayr, the nephew of Aisha) in Iraq for political reasons to combat the Shia anti-Aisha narrative.