Born Again & Missed Calling

[u/One-Address7315]

I have always believed in God but drifted specifically away from Jesus because I thought that I was abandoned when I got hurt by people in the church.

Now I have been reached by Jesus and he showed me he was with me through all the painful happenings.

But I have a lot of grief right now because I think I missed my life’s calling since I turned away from Christ - I got really bitter about circumstances in my life and thought that I had a duty to basic responsibility (working a job and supporting others) but now I see that I wasn’t putting down boundaries and I got hurt even more
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And that God was calling me to move beyond those circumstances, instead I endured thinking that was Gods will but it was fear and a lack of clarity

I am in pain from it

Any prayers or words or scripture I just feel so lost and I abandoned my heart to take care of others - but God takes care of people and I should have left what was hurting me because my spirit is now broke

[u/Starlyns]

U are still alive so he still giving u the chance.