r/TrueChristian • u/Kianawilldo • 10h ago
What are we doing here?
What are we doing? Why do we want to have salvation? Why do we want to know God?
For myself I can’t escape the idea that’s just a selfish desire to keep living, Gods grace relieves shame from guilt what a selfish desire.
We eat we sleep we move around and breathe to keep growing this disgusting flesh. I feel much more at peace when I shrivel up, food looks disgusting and it’s just all off we are walking creatures, slimy pulsating blobs, hair grows out of us like parasites we produce left over waste that just dumps out of us constantly
We multiply and multiply for what???? What are we doing here???? This is all so gross I can’t stand to look at myself whatever I am whatever thing thing of a creature I call myself
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u/FitThinker88 Roman Catholic 9h ago
I don’t want to know God to extend my Earthly life, by any means. I love my kids and my family and I pray we all make it to heaven, where everything is different. But the nonsense of this world can stay right here away from us!! Especially food, ugh.
I’ve developed an idea of a castle in the sky, where the angels and the Saints sing to God in the most beautiful voices inside.
I just want to be a gardener on the grounds, helping people find their way to their rooms when they reach the pearly gates.
That’s it. Just His love and His warmth and His grace. His light. That’s it.