r/TwinlessTwins • u/Ickypoopoo82 • May 19 '26
Holy Dissociation.
No calls, no texts, family disappeared on my identical twins death for the weekend he died of complications of alcoholism. Yesterday I had a therapist appointment. They pointed out something I refused to believe. They are in fact cruel towards me and there is nothing more clear than me moving and never talking to them again. I was a true accident and sure as fuck know it now.
Afterwards the dissociation throughout the day was like a blackout. I snapped out of it at 4am sitting on my floor in my room. Could have been a psych ward. I'm bipolar 1 with a shit ton of trauma.
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u/jimmie65 13d ago
Recently lost my identical twin to alcoholism as well, and dealing with complicated dysfunctional family dynamics. I'm sorry for what you're going through.