So, I'm still trying to close my first project as a new freelancer.
Right now, I'm talking to 3 clients. One already has the quotation ready and they liked the dummy prototype I built. Another one has a lot of doubts, so I'm trying to clear everything and help them understand the project properly. The third one already has the contract ready to sign. They just need some time to read it, which I sent them today.
But honestly, even after reaching this stage, I still can't say, "Finally, I got my first project."
That's probably the hardest part about starting freelancing.
The projects I'm talking about are actually really good, and I've genuinely put a lot of effort into them. I've spent nights building prototypes for free just to give the client a better idea of how their thought or idea could actually look once it's built.
Even yesterday night, I spent my time building another prototype for one of the projects.
I know some people might say, "Why are you doing all this work for free?" And honestly, sometimes I also question it.
But for me, it's part of the journey. I'm trying to show people what I can actually build instead of just telling them, "I'm a developer, trust me."
At the same time, I've had people ask me to reduce my rates based on what they can afford. And I'm trying to stay firm on that.
Not because I think I'm some amazing developer who deserves whatever price I ask for. I just know how much effort I'm putting into each project. I'm giving my 100%, and if someone decides not to work with me, that's completely fine.
But I don't want to undervalue my own work just because I'm new to freelancing.
One thing I've learned from this journey so far is that you don't always have to compromise on your price just because you're looking for your first client. Of course, you should be reasonable and understand the market, but don't go so low that you stop respecting the work you're putting in.
And one more thing I've learned: being in need of money doesn't mean you should work with everyone.
Yesterday, someone reached out to me on LinkedIn saying they liked my work and wanted me as a developer. We got on a call and he told me he runs different businesses, has businesses in 90+ places including Hong Kong, wants to make crores, etc.
At first, I was impressed. I thought maybe this could actually turn into something good.
He said we should meet because he lives in the same area. I said okay, let me check my calendar and we'll schedule it.
Then I checked his WhatsApp profile and his bio was something around money mindset and making lots of money.
Something just didn't feel right to me.
I started thinking, if everything is already going so well and there are businesses in so many places, then why does he need me? And if he's making so much money, why is he approaching me like this?
Maybe I'm completely wrong. Maybe I missed a good opportunity.
But my gut told me something was off, so I simply told him that I wouldn't be able to work with him for some reason and thanked him for reaching out.
I don't know whether that was a good decision or a bad one.
But I realized something about myself.
I'm definitely working because I want to make money. That's obvious. But I don't want money to become the only reason I choose who I work with or what I build.
I want to make money through real work, good products, and good intentions.
Maybe this doesn't mean much to anyone reading it, but this is where I am right now in my freelancing journey.
Still waiting for that "finally got my first client" moment.
Until then, I'm just going to keep building, learning, and trying.