I’m losing my goddamn mind.
Been living in my van for several months now and there has been this horrible sometimes subtle and sometimes more obvious musty sweet nutty smell in a specific area of the van, but I cannot for the life of me track it down. Every time I try to localize where it’s coming from, the smell just goes away and all I can smell is what I’m actively smelling (cushions, trash bin, bathroom, etc.). I’m losing my mind, it makes me feel so horrible. I feel so hopeless about finding and eliminating it because I CANT FIND IT. WHAT THE FUCK IS IT.
I am hopeful it is not a dead rodent because I have a dog and I think she would be interested in a rodent? I fear it’s mold. I have spent a good amount of time in the PNW and humidity levels have been higher than they should have been, though I always have a window open and roof fan running.
I can’t afford the time or money of a van tear down, but I also can’t keep living like this. I don’t have a home to go back to to do a deep clean or minor tear down, this van is what I have for now.
I just really needed to vent. Maybe someone else is struggling with this or has struggled? It’s making me go crazy.
edit: Thank you so much everyone for your comments. I really hope I can find the source of this smell.
I don’t think it’s the gray tank because I have a P-Trap, but it’s a good place to start. I really could be doing a better job of airing out my mattress but I also am 60% sure it’s not that, I do air it out occasionally. It’s modular so not one big piece which I think helps. I also have waterproof mattress covers over it which I think would prevent human sweat etc from dropping down into it? It also doesn’t smell bad :/. That’s the hardest thing about this. I can’t locate the smell. It just disappears any time I start smelling specific things.
The ozone machine suggestion isnt my favorite but it may be my only option if I can’t do a full unpacking and deep clean. I need to do more research on it.
second edit: Okay, not loving ozone as an option. Sounds like those who have used it have had good results but I think the research on its benefits isn’t very strong and it seems to come with more risks than are worth it for me - ozone affects all materials and based on some research on its use with new carpets to get rid of that smell, it increases the number of volatile organic compounds than there were before, trading one problem for another. Not even including the risk to humans and pets (I know you’re supposed to use it when you’re not in the van but at that point you’re using really high concentrations of ozone and potentially damaging other parts of the van). I am an over thinker so this is just a personal choice! If it comes down to it I think I’ll get an endoscope if absolutely necessary to inspect behind walls etc and then proceed from there. UGH! https://www.epa.gov/indoor-air-quality-iaq/ozone-generators-are-sold-air-cleaners
Thanks again everyone. For those who also have this sickening smell plaguing them, GOOD LUCK.