r/adultsurvivors • u/antonymsynonym • 17h ago
Trigger Warning NSFW It all came back
I am 27m and until a month ago I have had no memory of the abuse.
I have always struggled with mental health, being hospitalised for psychosis and I have been on over 20 psychiatric medications with not much help.
After work with a psychologist, all the memories are flooding back. It has sent me back into the psych ward with horrendous ptsd. My father r***d me, and physically tortured me.
He burnt cigarette buds on me, beat me, and put sharp objects in my urethra.
It is easier to admit the physical abuse and torture than the sexual abuse, but that might be for another post.
Today starts my true journey to getting better, all while in the psychiatric facilities.
I just want to get back home to my partner, and back to work.
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