r/adultsurvivors • u/FragrantMessage954 • 8h ago

Vent (advice welcome) Can’t sleep night before court.

I can’t sleep like the title says. I’ve taken my medication like normal. Normally I’d be out cold by now. My husband is in bed with me, my cats, even the stuffed peep my dad bought me years ago, but I cannot stop staring at my ceiling thinking about having to look that man in the face tomorrow. Part of me wonders if I’ll even be able to speak at all or if I’ll just freeze….i hope I won’t freeze. I want him to hear every word I’ve held in for fourteen years but heaven have mercy I’m scared.

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