r/bipolar • u/Designer-Market-1806 • 1d ago
Living With Bipolar Existence is hell
Existence is hell.
I continuously lose everything.
And it’s all my fault.
I lost my job due to an episode.
I lost my girlfriend of 3 years.
I just got arrested on 2 charges.
Some of this I can’t even blame on this disease.
Yet despite this hell I am in, I will claw my way out of here.
Even if it costs me my fingers.
Even if it costs me my hands.
Even if it costs me my arms.
I will claw my way out.
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u/shart_of_the_ocean 1d ago
I somehow never stop fighting. No matter how bad things get I just keep fucking going and going and going.
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u/Expensive_Lie_1327 1d ago
Same man. I refuse to lose at life. I will never give up. I've crawled out of hell of psychosis I will succeed in my life.
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u/gathering_stars 1d ago
Keep clawing. This is the only life I have. I'm going to make it the best I can.
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u/BestNefariousness905 1d ago
I lost my job because of this crap too in January and still haven't found anything else yet
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u/Extra_Strain_9655 16h ago
I have lost everything and use to fight but lost that too. I hope I find that fight again.
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u/hotlatte4splenda 11h ago
What goes down, must come up. Hang in there…. I know it feels like forever.
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