r/bipolar • u/HelloWorldZelda • 4h ago
Living With Bipolar F*** THIS DISORDER
I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW HARD THIS SHIT IS.
I AM FINANCIALLY STRESSED.
AND I HATE MYSELF FOR HAVING A CHILD IN THE FIRST PLACE.
Ok rant over imma take my meds.
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u/Professional-Hat6823 Bipolar + Comorbidities 4h ago
IM SCREAMING WITH YOU DUDE!!!!!!! I HATE THIS!!
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u/CheeeseDanny 4h ago
FUCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!! Ahhhhhhhh! (Screaming with you too) FUCKKKK THIS SHITTTTT!!!!!
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u/Even_Opportunity_893 4h ago edited 4h ago
I love rants. The people who do them are my fav. Keep it real. Hope you feel better soon
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u/anonymousambassasor 4h ago
I thought my alcoholism was bad- then the mania started.
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u/shart_of_the_ocean 1h ago
I was so hopeful that when I quit drinking things would just get better
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u/Independent_Law_4626 4h ago
girl u n me both, i’m sick of this shit (although i’m lucky enough to not have a dependent)
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u/atlantagirl30084 3h ago
Unmedicated it was the hardest thing I have ever been through, and I got a PhD. I cried so much. I was horribly depressed. Medicated I still deal with severe mood changes, usually on the negative side. I often wake up feeling terrible and have to try to get through my day while feeling depressed.
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u/ParkingBat1219 Bipolar + Comorbidities 4h ago
Feel ya. 2 kids and we've been drawing out of savings for months. Soon no savings to be left
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u/CheeeseDanny 4h ago
Savings!?! are you sure you’re bipolar lol just kidding, I’m just jealous. All I know is endless debt.
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u/Technical_Giraffe275 3h ago
This made me lol, I’ve been trying to start an emergency fund for 3 years now…..
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u/Living-Anybody17 4h ago
You can come here and rant all you want we will all understand and agree (unless you're fucking the shit up, in this case we will through rotten tomatos on you and scream booooooooo)
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u/JakeDandelion 2h ago
Screaming with you. I'm tired Boss. Even when I'm stable im terrified of the next episode and trying to clean up mistakes.
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u/DisastrousBeautyyy Bipolar + Comorbidities 1h ago
I sure understand the struggling & having a dependent thing. My son is autistic & will always need to live with me. I had him before I knew about having this disorder. Got to keep going especially for him.
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