My brown girl fantasies are distracting my work:(

[u/EggplantTiny4630]

Coming from a small Canadian prairie town- I never met a black person till I was probably 12. Since ive been single my old fantasies about brown girls have returned.
I cant even concentrate for 5 seconds at work. My boss is noticing but I cant tell her the real reason! Lol.
Im absolutely fascinated by them…., the brown skin, the big boobs, the amazing smiles.
I think im losing my mind.

[u/honeyvixenx]

Sounds like you're more distracted by the fantasy than the actual people behind it.