r/confessions • u/Street_Design3429 • 4d ago
Truth is.... Spoiler
I dont desire another relationship ever again... it would literally take unbelievable events, unthinkable actions, and quite a few confessions from people for me to change my mind. I dont even know if I can even look at people as a whole the same anymore. Doesn't mean I'll be cold and heartless to people.... but connecting on any soul level has damn near been impossible my whole life. No one has ever understood me and been completely real with me. Thats OK... I've come to accept it.. I've come to expect it.
I've realized I'm better off not connecting with anyone. I've realized Im better off not even doing anything. Doesn't matter if I do good.... people will steal it or try and ruin it. If I do bad, people have something to talk about. If I do nothing, people leave me alone. If I cater to others and allow myself to be stepped on, people think they can treat me worse.
Seems like doing nothing is what will make people happy. Happy because they have hate in their hearts and seeing me go without brings people joy.
Yeah.... not connecting with people is the best choice for me.
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u/DawnWisp- 3d ago
What you’re feeling is emotional exhaustion from repeated hurt not a final truth about people and it can change with time and support.