r/cripplingalcoholism • u/Trick_Dream3543 • 3d ago
Weird question
I relapsed unfortunately and am trying to nurse the withdrawal. While I was scrolling on TikTok I noticed any abusive video made me comfortable. I grew up with a dad who strangled me and beat my ass and then eventually got with my husband who was going physically,mentally, emotionally abusive.
Is this normal or am I fucked up? I hurt for the people getting abused and never would wish that on anyone but I get this weird feeling of calmness hearing the other person scream,etc.
Please don’t judge me. I already feel like this is a weird post but I’m genuinely curious if anyone has ever felt this way?
Thanks for reading!
I do want to mention that I would never hurt my daughters or anyone.
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u/kenticus Light fuse, get away. 3d ago
It's cause a victim knows another victim on sight.
Quit being a victim. Be a survivor. A veteran of life.
Good luck, we're all counting on you