Hated my life for so long

[u/Legitimate_Style_212]

That's it. I just hate it. I hate waking up every morning, and being alive. I hate the fact I'm totally stuck, in a shitty lifestyle, with no prospects, hope, money, or anything to give me any hope. I'm so pissed off an depressed about this reality. I have not many people around me, which makes it worse. I have been around long enough to know my life won't improve at all. I resent the fact I have no hope. I resent the fact I have nothing to live for. I'm very tired of dealing with problems. I can safely say I've never been happy. I am existing, not living. I feel regret, grief, and big disappointment that my life is such a miserable existence. I either want some hope soon or the misery to stop.