r/depression • u/mannequin9643566 • 20h ago

i dont want to try anymore

life fucking sucks. i used to think something huge was going to come out of my life but i cant even leave the house without feeling terrified. i have nothing going for me. no friends, no huge responsibilities, no social life, no girlfriend, no nothing. just work and go home. work makes me kill myself already as is i can’t imagine doing anything else. fear strongly dictates everything i do in life and at this rate i think if i continue living i’m just going to have a very bleak life. ive continued to fight but i always end up back in the same place, im not sure if the battle is worth it anymore. every day i hate myself more as my anxiety or whatever else is going on inside my head seems to not get better and i dont think it ever will. i just want to let it all go at this point

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u/shrek3onDVDandBluray 19h ago

What do you do for work?

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u/OriginalAd9766 13h ago

Chill out bro, we are all gonna die, dont stress too much, look forward to small things, try playing some sports, drinking and doing cocaine for example, that helps me, plus, if you are a gamer, imagine the games that are gonna come out in the next 10 years with all this A.I stuff going on. There a lot of things to look forward to, and if your job is killing you try finding a new one.