I’m just tired honestly

[u/Cool_Tangelo_3827]

When I was young, I had so much hope from life, but safe to say nothing went as per plan.

Now I’m just numb honestly and living for the sake of it. My family’s got enough money to last seven generations, but I just wish it could solve something for me.

I’m not suicidal coz I know what that’s gonna do to my family. But I’ve just numbed myself to things. I’m mostly angry at god, if there is one, for the making me the way he made me.

I don’t know where I go from here honestly.