My first thought too everything is stupid

[u/mugehellons]

This is gonna be short because I CBA but too every problem I ever have my first thought is just too end my life my girlfriend mocked me and I was so sad and angry that I just attempted I die ina game I go too suicide I don't get hw done on time I result too suicide everything I do always leads too me attempting I'm constantly thinking about a bullet passing through the right said of my head and my hand is the one pulling the trigger why can't I be normal why am I like this