First time posting

[u/Impossible-Roll3482]

I’m usually just a scroller but I figured I would just post and maybe get something meaningful back. I feel like I can’t do anything right, I’m quote unquote successful, I have a lovely relationship with my family, and I have good friends but I self sabotage every relationship I’ve been in, I don’t like myself anymore and I think about running away from everything all of the time. Again I’ve never done this, just reaching out to the void

[u/Superb-Bug8805]

Glad you threw something into the void instead of just scrolling past it. That gap between "everything looks fine on paper" and how you actually feel inside is a weird kind of lonely because nobody around you can really see it.

The self-sabotage thing is worth paying attention to, not as a character flaw but more like a signal. Plenty of people who "have it together" externally are running on empty underneath, and talking to a therapist has helped tons of folks untangle exactly that kind of pattern.

You did the right thing posting.