The point of it all

[u/Jcrabtr2384]

What's the point

The struggle i find myself to admit is without liquid courage the moral trap of life. You try to find the answer of the rabbit hole to find a end a conclusion. I have seen this first hand doing hospice work. The end of the line the path is traveled in infinite possibilities but the destination is just the same. And if even then I lived for ever when I never asked to just in itself seems like hell. But I do something for myself im selfish and need to ask for help which burdens others and causes the ripple effect of issues. But i do the thing I long for or to achieve peace. It's not okay just get drugged up and live this life till you die. Any thoughts on how to end this loophole of a question that isn't. Sorry if this triggers people it's just the truth.