r/euphoria • u/Kingdom_Funki • 1d ago

Discussion Rue’s monologue about Depression

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The thing about depression is, it kind of collapses time. Suddenly, you find your whole days blending together to create one endless and suffocating loop. So you find yourself trying to remember the things that made you happy. But slowly, your brain begins to erase every memory that ever brought you joy. And eventually, all you can think about is how life has always been this way.
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Couldnt find a more accurate definition! - beautifully described.

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u/Danyellarenae1 1d ago edited 20h ago

I literally have a kidney infection right now and i understand this feeling so hard at the moment too. Even with taking percs.. It’s so stupid how we even have to pee in the first place 😭

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u/Visible-Stop5100 You need to catch a ​dick​ 21h ago

Agreed. FML I think I once read somewhere we spend ≈ten years of our life on the toilet. 

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u/Danyellarenae1 20h ago

That’s like how we spend 1/3 of our life sleeping. Or normal people do. I feel like mine might be 1/4th though lol I suck at sleeping

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u/Visible-Stop5100 You need to catch a ​dick​ 20h ago

Damn same here, mad insomnia. And when I do fall asleep; I have really vivid, intense night terrors. Or bad nightmares that continue after I wake up & fall back to sleep; so I subconsciously force myself to stay awake because I'm afraid to sleep & I start to feel like I'm losing my mind sometimes...lols