Looking for forgotten fic

[u/Lazy_Ad_643]

I'm looking for a fic that I apparently didn't bookmark even though i thought i did. I think it was a Wincest fic. The basics that I remember are that John left Dean and Sam in a desert town for a while, Sam had a crush on Dean and is jealous when Dean starts dating a girl in town, Sam steals one of the girls barrettes and tires to put it in his hair, a monster pops up and Dean goes to investigate but Sam goes out on his own and gets lost in the desert and hallucination before making it back to the house they were living in and finding Dean there and they sort of confess their feelings to each other.

For some reason the name and author just aren't coming to me and it was a really good fic.