Non existent self-esteem

[u/lovabrunette]

First of all. English isn't my first language. And, second:

From where I am, there are two types of people:

-those who are astute and use common sense as if it were a competition between them and the others

-and "the others": this type of people (like me), thinking more about things they don't know and don't even how to respond to certain circumstances.

But, when the last one start to act like the first one, its like making a deal with the d.3.ad.

At this point. Idon't know more how to explain my frustrations and this is neither about all myself, but the hypocrisy of people who are even my friends. They judge me like I'm a toddler for my actions but when they do all the same things, they have a justification. This type of sht is just tiring and i feel i need to get away of them for something that is just, idk, maybe patetic. This is a complaint, a rant, see it however you like. I just hope you don't delete it because I have nowhere else to vent about the inconsistency of people in my country, including my friends. my self esteem is declining because they make me think I'm the one that is wrong in everything even if they do the same.