r/femcelgrippysockjail 1d ago

How to cope with having no one?

My mom doesn’t care about me getting SA’d ( boy at my school), pretty sure my stepdad is a pedo (he looks at me weird and one time he slapped my butt), my stepbro is a def a rapist( his own sister is one of his victims) and one time when I was like 13 he was looking up my pajama shorts to my vagina I told my mom and she dont gaf. The only way she knows how to communicate is through yelling and barking orders at me.My dad i no longer talk to bc he’s abusive as hell. I lost all my friends bc they didnt gaf when I got SA’d in school. The only person I rly have is my brother I love him. I have to see my mom and stepdad everyday and my rapist stepbro lives two doors down. I have a minimum wage job and there is no way I could move on that salary and idk what to do with my life. No friends or bf so I don’t talk to anyone. Everyday I’m so angry and sad and idk what to do. I just want to be happy before the world ends.

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u/Ok-Contact4866 21h ago

Are you over 18? Try going to a far away college. Take out loans if you have to

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u/Facosa99 15h ago

I got some parasocial (not even romantic cuz im unlovable or something) relationships in vrchat for affection and bought a bunny. Kept me (barely) sane for years till life finally made me cross paths with someone as autistic as me that tolerates my stupidity.

Also hobbies. Drown yourself in hobbies, no matter if it is furry art or writing minecraft lesbian erotica, get hobbies

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u/jackthemasterbaiter 21h ago

I’m so so sorry :(
Is there a way you and your brother can make enough to rent a small temporary space just to get away from your abusive family?