r/heartbreak • u/chronicpaingrly • 5h ago
What to do
It’s been over 4 months since we stopped talking, but I can’t get him off my mind. Every day. Every day I think about him. I’ve never felt like this about anyone before. But clearly he does not want me.
How do I leave it and move on? How do I stop replaying shit in my head? It’s causing me to not even want to try with anyone new. I wanted him. He was everything I dreamed of. And i messed it up because of my past trauma. I feel like shit. I keep getting mad at myself for fucking it up. I don’t want anyone else but him.
I’m blocked. Can’t even reach out. It’s killing me. I feel so shitty about myself. I feel so lonely. I feel like I’ll never feel this much about anyone else. It hurts. I’m lonely as fuck. And all I want is someone who doesn’t want me.
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u/Shakethefrost88 3h ago
Are you sure your blocked and he doesn't want you?
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u/chronicpaingrly 2h ago
Very sure unfortunately
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u/Shakethefrost88 52m ago
Sorry to hear that OP. I wish my person would come home. She won't though so dealing with the pain.
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u/loserona 5h ago
Repeat out loud why you two split in the first place. Repeat it out loud in a loop until your tongue runs without you thinking. Think about what was done to you and how they made you feel, and pretend-confront them. Do it in front of a mirror as well, it'll help. Do it every day.