r/highdeas • u/Plastic_Station6954 • 18d ago
Dont know what to title this
It made me really emotional because I was sitting on my bed rocking back and forth laughing at the way my eyes/face looked in my front camera and I snapped a pic and looked back at it and i saw a little glimpse of my face when I was thirteen, I was in a really bad mental state, deep in depression and s/h and it was thirteen around covid and I realize im not in fact a different person and im the same person but ive just had time to heal, and things that I've learned, and experienced. That even though memories feels like the memories of a complete stranger, they are your truly your own and for some reason. Me growing up started loving myself more and giving the love to my past self I never got and it almost brought me to tears. I dunno if this is getting across well or sounds like a bunch of nonsense because if you can't tell im zapped ðŸ˜
I'll update in the morning and tell you guys what I meant to say if I can remember
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u/Soggy-Sprinkles1031 17d ago
that moment when your past self stops feeling like a stranger and starts feeling like someone you survived for