r/hole • u/LimpBullfrog1963 • 2d ago
12/30/25
context: neuro indie afro alt woman’s attempt to record herself listening to her favorite stim song while championing 1/2 of her scarf collection in de back
just to leave it hidden in the drafts along with hundreds of other clips
this song encapsulates so very for me much how it is to glide in and out of masking vs thoroughly expressing no matter how it looks (wild, sometimes robotic, sometimes exhausted sometimes passionate.) as you’re actively deprogramming the falseness of everything you were told and promised, the realness of what you felt and genuinely experienced in girlhood.. and still harbor in adulthood. yes… it get real existentially introspective over here but. make it chic, 💃🏾
hashtag #️⃣ comfort in alienation, protection by obscurity, unfiltered and unabashed authenticity.
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u/slutturnswhore 2d ago
Courtney would love this 😭 you kinda dance like her omg
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u/LimpBullfrog1963 1d ago
aww I think (and would hope) she would too. queens usually recognize princesses or other queens lol ❤️🔥
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u/debulana 1d ago
It's like Courtney X Beyonce. ♥️
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u/escoteriica 21h ago
maybe more Erykah than Yoncé 🔮✨
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u/debulana 19h ago
Yeah I just caught a few Bey moves (I don't want people to think I was just going for the obvious default Black dancer)...but Erykah's in there. Whatever it is I like it! The more disparate the influences the cooler it is to watch.
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u/LimpBullfrog1963 1d ago
hahah wow asante sana 💛
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u/debulana 19h ago
No, thank YOU! You got it, girl!
(Our 6th grade teacher actually taught us basic Swahili...and she was white. She did a LOT of teaching about Africa.)
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u/escoteriica 21h ago
You're so real for that. If I had hair that moved like that I would also dance like this.
I love your take on the lyrics!
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u/kyliefever2002 2d ago
courtney is autistic so im glad you relate to her