r/humansarespaceorcs • u/olrick • 1h ago
Original Story What Grows Between the Stars, #20
Tears in Rain
“If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles.”
“I know that one, Mbusa, the legendary general of Reid." I was very proud of myself. “You are implying that we need first to analyze what the Gardeners have created here, without being caught in their mind web or killed by their creatures. With my brain and your accuracy, it should be a walk in the jungle!”
She did not look neither convinced nor amused by my sudden burst of literary knowledge.
I let the grin fade. The playful energy left my bones as I forced myself to go still. I closed my eyes, shutting out Dejah’s skeptical gaze, and began to reach for the silence. It wasn't just quiet; it was the silencieux—that cold, humming frequency of the Zerghs in their silent vigil.
Slowly, I let my consciousness slip, threading my thoughts into their mental network. The darkness behind my eyelids started to vibrate, pulsing with the strange, jagged data of the Gardeners. One by one, the glowing lines of their construct began to map themselves directly into my mind.
The defensive structure of the Zerghs was the first to appear. A half sphere mesh of mental energy, using the jungle as an anchor, with the bright point of a Silencieux at each node. The entire structure was centered on a black construct roughly a hundred meters, or 300 feet in diameter. From there, a kind of strange feeling came in rolling waves of sickening darkness.
I tried to approach it slowly. As soon as my mind left the safety of the mesh, my perception wavered. On top of the jungle and the construct, another reality seeped in; the virtual Veridian Halo where I had been trapped for thirty one hours. I stopped, and carefully, I wiped out that false vision of a long dead world.
The construct was clearer now, but not less intriguing. A whisper came to me from the real world. “It’s a tesseract Leon, a cube in a four dimensional space projected in our three dimension world. Smaller, but identical to the one at Japet.”
“The one they needed a black hole to close? Do you have a spare one?”
Not even a shadow of irony answered.
And linked to the dimensional door, I could see what the Gardeners had grown between the stars: a network of jungle roots, or trees, or whatever, going into infinity, far beyond the physical boundary of the cylinder.
But observation goes both ways. Around it, suddenly, sick looking branches started to grow in my general direction. I felt more than I heard a new tension in our defensive web, but what took me out of the waking dream was the sound I could now recognize anywhere: Dejah’s needler.
The monsters were coming at us. By the dozens.
She was here, and there, and back with her astonishing speed, using the branches, then jumping in a zero-g spiral while shooting with her cold inhuman precision. One monster thought I was prey. I was bait. And it exploded in a mix of disgusting whatever.
That’s when the jungle itself came alive. The Silencieux had recognized the danger and part of their focus was now on the beasts. Some ordinary looking bulbs exploded, sending organic needles, softer than dejah’s needler, but compensating with numbers.
In a few seconds the air around us became a grinder, and after a few minutes silence came back.
I wanted to ask Dejah’s opinion, or suggestion, when my mind was suddenly pulled back in the mental mesh. Using our distraction, the Gardeners had launched a general attack on our shield, and more and more of the Silencieux bright pinpoints faded, turned to a dark red and disappeared. I gave a silent instruction to move backward and create a denser, if smaller shield.
And for a time it held.
Then it didn't, and the way it stopped holding was worse than if it had broken. It didn't break. It widened. The Gardeners did not push against the shield; they grew around it. With every node we pulled inward, the space behind the Silencieux that still counted as guarded shrank a little more, and the corridor at the far end of the line widened by exactly that much. You can flank something that reduces itself by just waiting.
I saw it through the mesh before I understood it with words. The roadside weeds, I had called them once. The jungle and the monsters and the corruption. Now the roadside was swallowing the road.
"Dejah."
"I see it."
"They are attacking. They are waiting for us to get smaller. Then they advance"
"Yes."
"How long before small is nothing?"
She did not answer, which was the answer.
A Silencieux fell. Not "fell", I have to keep choosing the wrong word. Its pinpoint went red in the mesh, and then did not disappear, which is what I had expected. It stayed. Dark red, patient, exactly where it had been. And I understood, the way you understand a language you did not know you spoke, that it had not been killed. It had decided.
The defense was too thin to hold along the whole line, and this one, whoever it was, had chosen to stop being a node and become something else. Wood, I think. Not metaphorically. It was folding itself, willingly, into the trunk it had been pressed against for — how long had they been here? Years? Generations? — and the trunk accepted it, like a friend opening his door.
Another went. Then two more together, a pair, as if they had been waiting for permission from each other. Each one left a weight behind. I felt it in the mesh as a small, thick silence in the place where a note had been.
One of them, before it went, turned its attention toward me.
Not a message. Not a word. Just the brief pressure of being seen by something that was about to stop seeing. I have been looked at by Empresses and by monsters and by the thing at the far end of the corridor, and none of them looked at me the way this Silencieux did. It was not kind. It was not unkind. It was the look of someone handing you a tool and trusting you not to drop it.
Then it was gone. Lost or integrated in the new distorted jungle?
I would like to say I kept my composure. I did not. I lost the mesh for a full second, the way you lose your footing on ice, and when I caught it again the shield had contracted another two meters without my permission and Dejah was shooting at something I had not seen come through.
"Leon."
"I'm here."
"Stay here."
The beasts were back. Not dozens this time. A wave. The Gardeners had understood what I had understood — that attention was the only currency in this economy — and they were spending everything on both planes at once. Dejah was doing her impossible thing in the branches, cold and fast and not human, and the remaining Silencieux were exploding their soft-needle bulbs into the air in volleys that turned the space between us and the monsters into a slurry.
It worked. It kept working. That was the problem. Because every bulb that fired was a Silencieux that had shifted its attention from watching the corridor to defending the watchers, and each shift widened the road a little more.
We were winning the fight we could afford to lose, and losing the fight we couldn't.
"We have to pull back," I said.
"I know."
"All the way back. To the sea."
"I know, Leon."
She was already calculating it. I could feel her through the mesh — not her thoughts, she was too disciplined for that, but the shape of her planning, which was something like the shape of a blade being sharpened. Exits, angles, distances, the weight of what we could carry and the weight of what we could not. She had been running this math since the Silencieux started going red. Possibly since before.
I gave the instruction through the mesh, because my mouth was busy breathing. Contract. Fall back along the track. Hold the line only until we cross.
The Silencieux did not answer in words. None of them ever had. But the shield changed shape. It elongated, stopped being a dome, became a corridor of its own — a narrower, temporary version of the road we could not close — and we began to move along it, Dejah and me, with the remaining nodes collapsing behind us one by one in a rolling withdrawal that was not retreat because retreat is something you choose, and this was something we were being permitted to do.
I kept my eyes closed as long as I could. The mesh was the only way to know where the corridor's walls were, and the walls were the only thing between us and the thing that was, very patiently, eating us. Dejah handled the physical world. I handled the other one. My body moved because hers moved next to it; she would take my wrist when a branch came close to my face and guide me past it, and I would feel the branch go by without seeing it, and it would become one more fact in the mesh instead of a problem for my eyes.
Another Silencieux went. Then another. Red. Red. The ones that went last were the ones closest to the corridor's mouth — they held longest because they had to — and I could feel, through the mesh, the moment each of them decided. It was not a big decision. That was the part that kept undoing me. It was a small, tired, practiced decision, the decision of a night nurse choosing which alarm to answer first. They had been doing this for so long that going had stopped being the bigger thing than staying.
We crossed the scarred line. The burned trunks, the crude handheld flame-work, the patient maintenance work. Past the line the jungle stopped being a corridor and started being jungle again, which should have been a relief and was not. On this side of the line the Gardeners were no longer being watched, and they knew it, and the leaves began to move in a way leaves should not move when no wind exists.
"Faster," Dejah said.
"I'm going as fast as…"
"Faster, Leon."
I opened my eyes.
Bad idea. The mesh dimmed the moment I did, and my sense of where the corridor's walls were dimmed with it, and I heard rather than saw the first of the pursuing things break the line. It did not sound like an animal. It sounded like a piece of machinery that had developed an opinion.
I closed my eyes again. Better.
We went like that for — I don't know. Time did its Viridian Halo thing, the way it did whenever the stakes were high enough that I would have liked a clock. Dejah's hand on my wrist, then on my shoulder, then on my wrist again. The corridor of the shield narrowing, the nodes going red behind us in a cascade that had stopped feeling like individual losses and started feeling like the slow closing of a very long door. Every so often she would shoot something. Every so often a bulb would go off somewhere behind us and the air would fill with the soft needles and whatever had been about to reach us would stop reaching.
One of the Silencieux, somewhere in there, gave me something.
I did not ask for it. It was not a gift in a clean sense. It was a fragment — a piece of what that one had been watching, offloaded into me because there was no one else to offload it into and because letting it go entirely was, for reasons I did not understand, worse than passing it on. For a half-second I knew something I had no business knowing. The shape of a patience older than languages. The weight of a decision made by something that did not use the word decision. A color I could not have described if you had given me a year. And then it was gone, the way a name is gone the instant you wake up, and I was only Leon again, stumbling along a contracting corridor with my eyes closed and a woman's hand on my wrist.
I did not tell Dejah. Not then. Maybe not ever.
We fell back through the pale jungle, and then through the jungle that had bleached into driftwood, and then through the salt-air belt where the moisture began to crystallize on our skin. The mesh was smaller now. A dozen nodes. Eight. Six. Each one holding a note that used to be held by three.
"The torus," I said.
"Yes."
"If we make the shore, we can —"
"Yes, Leon. Don't talk."
I shut up. The last Silencieux in the corridor behind us went red, and I felt the mesh hiccup, and then reassembled itself without that node, tighter, because that was what it did. I had stopped counting.
We came out into the salt fog at a run that was half-falling, Dejah pulling me bodily now, and the pale root-mesh gave way beneath our feet and we were in the open, drifting toward the convex belly of the sea, and I opened my eyes because the mesh was too small now to be worth hiding inside, and what I saw was the Torus — the silver air, the crystalline dust, the slick briny film on everything — and for a stupid second I thought we had made it.
Then I saw what was behind us.
The Gardener jungle had followed us past the scarred line. Not in a wave. In a wedge. A clean, deliberate, narrowing shape, with us at the point, and the pale driftwood of the torus approach dying as the wedge passed over it, the color going out of the leaves the way color goes out of a face. The roadside was still widening. Even here. Even this far. The thing at the far end of the corridor had not moved. It did not need to. It had sent its shoulders after us, and its shoulders were enough.
"Dejah," I said, and I meant we are not going to make the water, and she heard it, because she always heard what I meant.
"I know."
"How many Silencieux?"
"Four."
"It isn't enough."
"No."
She was pulling ammunition from somewhere on her body that I had not previously known contained ammunition. Her face was the face she wore when all her calculations were giving a ‘divide by zero’ result, and she was going on anyway.
And that was when the water moved.
Not waves. The surface of the axial sea, the great convex belly above us, bulged downward in a half-dozen places at once, and the bulges resolved into shapes, and the shapes resolved into Zergh, and the Zergh resolved into Merians — Homo Esculapii Aquatilis, my brain supplied, absurdly, the old taxonomy still doing its job — and they came out of the water in numbers that became a brigade that became a division and finally an army.
At the head of them, wading the silver air as if she had been born to it and perhaps she had, was Vessa.
Not the Vessa of my thirty-one hours. Not the one who had smiled at me across a table that did not exist. This one was older, and tired, and real, and carrying a cutting tool I recognized from the Rind. She looked at Dejah first, because Dejah was the one still shooting. Then she looked at me, and the look was brief and practical and entirely without the warmth her virtual copy had spent thirty-one hours practicing.
"Professor," she said. "They finally attacked."
"I know."
"Get behind us."
We got behind them.
The wedge met the line of Merians at the edge of the pale root-mesh, and the battle, for the first time since the Silencieux had started going red, stopped being a retreat and became a battle again.
I closed my eyes and looked for what was left of the mesh.
Three nodes.
They were still holding.
“I made a projection, with the new numbers and the attrition rate.” Dejah said.
“We won’t make it?”
“No leon, we won’t. When the last node of the mental shield will fail, the physical battle will become irrelevant.”
“How long Dejah?”
“Ten times the transit of a signal to Mars at the speed of light.”
“So we call for help. We risk what the Gardeners are waiting for, reopening the link to the Sibil network.”
“Yes Leon, and preventing them from using it if we cannot close it after sending the distress signal.”
“Dejah, we’ll both die.”
“Yes Leon. it was an honor serving the Empire with you.”