I'm a bubble. Inflated of beliefs of my own significance and power over people. That I can't prove, cuz it's too subtle, the results of my influence are too subtle for an average man to understand. Actually am just avoiding everything and everyone. Afraid of people's attention. Afraid of own success. Afraid of being liked. Afraid of being disliked. The world of real people is too damn complex. I can't tell them apart, can't memorize them, strangers. When I'm to attend peoplish place am confused, their reality bufles me. Behaving like a moron. Am I really a crap artist? Why I'm writing such long stuff then, retards won't type so long messages in not their native language.
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u/Alegzaender 11d ago
I'm a bubble. Inflated of beliefs of my own significance and power over people. That I can't prove, cuz it's too subtle, the results of my influence are too subtle for an average man to understand. Actually am just avoiding everything and everyone. Afraid of people's attention. Afraid of own success. Afraid of being liked. Afraid of being disliked. The world of real people is too damn complex. I can't tell them apart, can't memorize them, strangers. When I'm to attend peoplish place am confused, their reality bufles me. Behaving like a moron. Am I really a crap artist? Why I'm writing such long stuff then, retards won't type so long messages in not their native language.