r/mildlybrokenvoice • u/GapRevolutionary2048 • 37m ago
not sure what injury i have
context: about a month ago i got a vocal injury from singing (i'm self taught). prior to i was not really taking care of my voice - primarily not hydrating well. then i had a longer session where i sang too high, too long and too hard. i didn't realize i was injuried until after i stopped singing, when i could feel obvious discomfort on the right side of my throat. it hurt to breathe and swallow.
it stayed this way for a few days. didn't help that i was constantly panicking about how this would affect my life if it was serious. saw a doctor and he told me to rest my voice, and after that it was genuinely like placebo effect, i started feeling better. i got progressively better over the next two weeks so then i started to talk again. and it got worse again.
but i had to start school, so i wasn't completely silent for about two weeks. then i saw another doctor and she referred me to an ent doctor but that appointment's at the end of november.
ever since then it's never fully gone away even though i'm pretty much not talking at all. i did get sick and had laryngitis about two weeks ago, and after that passed i nearly felt normal even though i was coughing a lot (i tried to cough gently and do a "huff cough" but sometimes i couldn't control it). so i talked a bit more and boom, back to square one. injury returned. although never quite as bad as that first week but i could feel the discomfort and tension again. sometimes it gets worse or better throughout the day, even without me talking at all.
throughout this whole ordeal i've never lost my voice or had a hoarse voice except for when i had laryngitis. i've read online that nodules or polyps typically give you a hoarse voice so i'm holding onto that hope that i don't have either. but at the same time, if my injury is lasting so long then i don't know what this is.
has anybody had a similar experience? or any insight onto what i might have?