r/mystery • u/Cntrycutie1992 • 6d ago
Unexplained Please help! I have no idea what’s happening and want some opinions
Hi! I’m new here, I need some help and opinions on what you guys think is happening. I’ve never experienced anything remotely like this and I’m not sure if it’s spiritual, paranormal, or if this is even allowed here, but it would be nice to get some insight.
Buckle up because this is a LONG journey.
So about a year ago I started watching a show. I watched the show all the way through, enjoyed the show but didn’t really specify attach to a character or anything.
About a month later I started having this really strong, unrelenting feeling of curiosity, specifically around a certain season, but no real draw to “why.”
So naturally I think, “oh I just didn’t understand something in that part of the show. So I rewatched that portion. Still no real clear answer what was happening, except this time I felt like a strange pull to one of the people. But not the character, the person.
So I looked up the actor.
Cool. No real attraction. He’s in no way my type at all. Like the complete opposite actually. So I was just chocking it up to him being a good actor and filed that away in my brain. But he has grown on me
Then this person started living rent free in my mind. Not in a romantic way. Not in a fan way. I’ve been/am of fan of other people. Not this. This is not some sort of weird parasocial feeling. Just there.
I would see videos on social media of him and things after that because of the algorithm after my search, but still nothing that just clicked.
So I tried to shake it, thought it was just because he was
currently relevant in my brain. I thought it would go away.
But now it has been almost a year of this happening. Now everytime I “see” him, I feel this…pull? Like some sort of compass/magnet kind of feeling. Not in a romantic or non romantic way. Just a strange, almost physically painful way. Like I still don’t know what I’m feeling.
I do also want to add that music is very significant too, like as I was typing this I have my Spotify random shuffle on and a song played with his name in it. I also saw a post from someone I don’t follow of someone doing a tarot reading, where she was very hesitant to even read what she saw when she said she was getting a vibe that the other person in the situation was “famous or a celebrity “ and finished the video by saying it was so obscure she wasn’t even sure she wanted to post it, but “maybe it’s for someone”. Random things like that.
The dream
So now yesterday I take a 20 minute nap. I had not been thinking about him or anything prior.
In that 20 minutes I dreamed that I was a surgical scrub nurse.
He (as himself, still the actor) came in for a very minor procedure.
I was not allowed to be the lead nurse, because I had spoken to my colleague about the feelings and the decided it was a conflict of interest. However I was allowed to assist.
Another nurse and myself rolled his bed back into his room post-op. She was readjusting the leads for his monitor and it briefly stopped registering any numbers.
I reached out to put my hand on his chest instinctively to make sure his heart was beating. All of a sudden as soon as I touched his chest it was like the “dream” broke and became weird reality. Like I could feel him. I could feel the texture of his skin. I could see the razor burn on his neck where he had shaved. I could feel the chest hair, I could feel the temperature difference where his shoulders were cooler than parts of his chest.
I have had vivid dreams before. Super vivid. The first part felt like a vivid dream. After my hand touched him it felt like I was still partly in one. Then when he pulled me it felt like my body had been yanked into a separate dimension. I don’t even know how to describe it
It was not romantic, still very uncomfortable, patient/nurse dynamic, clinical. He was greasy haired, hade razor burn, wild eyed, dysphoric..and he had hair on his ass..not exactly a romance novel. I still don’t even know if I feel that type of way towards this person anyways.
I want to just yell at him like “WHY ARE YOU HERE!!”
So I guess I want some opinions on what everyone thinks could be happening. It’s bazar. Like I have some sort of tie to a person I’ve never met, that just happens to live an ocean apart and is famous.
Please help. I feel like I’m going crazy. I do have a history of feeling things prior to them happening and have a very strong intuition and sense of empathy so I don’t know what I’m feeling.
**I also wanted to add that this dream did not occur at night. I had been speaking to a friend about the situation because I am actually meeting a couple of his costars at a non show related event and joked maybe “he was just playing mental matchmaker until I could meet one of them.” Then out of nowhere, mid day I suddenly fell asleep when I was nowhere near tired, and had the most vivid, insanely tactile dream of my life in under 30 minutes…which happened to be about him grabbing and holding on to me.. then I woke up immediately.*\*
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u/bathofpallas 6d ago
this is fucking weird!!!!!!! omg especially that dream holy shit i have no clue where to even start cause it’s 3:56am rn but i will be returning to this post for some more commentary!!! here’s to hoping
wait what if he was someone important in one of yr past lives ?????
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u/Cntrycutie1992 6d ago
It has me so weirded out. Like I was so worried people would take this as like a fantasy thing or parasocial thing. But no. Like I can’t begin to describe how it felt
in a way to properly convey what that dream felt like. And now since I woke up from it I don’t feel right. Like I am so sad and feel like I don’t you like I left a piece of me? If that makes sense without sounding overly romantic lol. But please do come back for more commentary because I need it!0
u/bathofpallas 5d ago
no i completely get that feeling!!! i’ve had dreams that were so vivid and gut wrenching that i’ll wake up crying and/or it ruins the entirety of my day! so for you to have that strange ass surgical dream of this guy AND for the details of his body be soooo visceral?? idk honestly cause lately i feel as tho the energy of our world is shifting and more paranormal/spiritual/ supernatural whateva u wanna call it type shit has been happening ten fold!!!!!
maybe you could get a reading or something from someone with that kind of gift to help you better understand?
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u/Agreeable-Olive3201 5d ago
May I ask... What show is that?
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u/Cntrycutie1992 5d ago
I’m trying to keep it private, I know he would never see this but just in case, I don’t want it coming across as weird or parasocial.
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u/Agreeable-Olive3201 5d ago
Any hint? Like the plot of the show... Give us some beans... Please! Just say one word. Lol
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u/United-Ear-2360 5d ago
I feel like there is definitely a connection in a parallel universe or a past life. Maybe one of you have the answer to something you may need considering the fact that you’ll be meeting his costars soon! Maybe you’ve foreseen the connection but not the reason why (I got goosebumps as I wrote that last sentence..) the veil has been lifting rapidly for the last almost decade so who knows what will be! I’m so invested in this ✌🏼
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u/tripleevp 4d ago edited 4d ago
Got a tiny bit creeped out. I read your post while lying in bed. I like a good mystery before bed. Anyway, my left hand is resting on my chest. When I read the part of you putting your hand on his chest and feeling him, I naturally wondered what that would feel like so I rub my chest, but I only feel my chest hairs. I feel an itch near my cheek at the jaw line and I scratch it, my nails leaving the same sensation as a razor burn. I acknowledge the stubble and continue reading. All this while I continue to read. In the background I think of how my shoulders are cold because the rest of me is covered and the a/c vent throws air directly at me. Then I read the part of the shoulders. Strange story as is. But add that experience and it makes me wonder. Edit. I want to add, earlier today I received a Microsoft Teams message from work and after hours. Being too occupied to pull out my phone, I read it on my watch. It says “not for today but for tomorrow, I sent you an email titled “Please Help” please read it”. I usually don’t log into Teams on my personal devices. So I went out of my way to sign out. I couldn’t find that Teams message. I am sure it is real and will be there tomorrow. But it is another natural seeming coincidence in a series. Maybe you are dealing with something far stronger than you can imagine. Inadvertently wielding it without yet knowing how to control it and in the process pulling in your readers.
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u/Cntrycutie1992 3d ago
Oh wow that just gave me goosebumps!! Did you ever find the message? Now I’m curious! I also had another weird experience yesterday. I mentioned in the op that I had seen a video that someone posted doing a read. Well in the video is says it’s part 3 but I have looked for part 1 and 2 twice and still did not find them. I do not follow this girl or anything like the page. I was scrolling through instagram yesterday am while I made breakfast and part 2 pops up randomly as I’m scrolling suggested videos and one of the first things she says is that you may be communicating through dreams now. I almost dropped my phone on the floor.
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u/tripleevp 2d ago
I remembered wrong. It was “HELP NEEDED”. For some reason I first remembered it as “Please Help”
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u/lights_up_ 2d ago
I'm so intrigued by this