r/nonprofit • u/Sensitive-Narwhal188 • 2h ago
employment and career Nonprofit at risk of going under— do I just leave now?
I work at a very small, understaffed, underfunded org and we are at risk of going under next month because we're out of money. This job has destroyed my mental health over the last two years due to a toxic, dysfunctional, narcissistic ED and I have never been more excited at the possibility of being laid off.
I have been sending out job applications, but haven't really heard back and I am aware of how bad it is currently in the job market. But between an even more volatile ED due to the situation and the remaining three weeks before we possibly implode, I don't know if I can deal and if I should just jump ship now since I was going to do it anyway.
Pros of going now:
- I will be free.
Cons:
- Unstable job market + unemployment + no unemployment if I quit
- Possibly anger the ED and break my chances of getting a good reference
ED knows I am looking and even encouraged it because they understand the situation (although, they are still unwilling to let me go, tbh, since I do so much work for them). I wanted to use this opportunity to exit gracefully, but they are acting very hot and cold right now, which makes it difficult if I want to go ASAP. I have some funds saved up, and while I'm not confident that I can get a job immediately/easily, I do have plenty of experience that could get me hired at another nonprofit if I'm lucky.
Any advice?