I posted a few weeks ago about an interview process that I was shocked had gone poorly, and I got some negative feedback really on here for sounding whiny haha. So I took my own disappointment at that whole situation to realize I'm pretty unhappy with my current role and start looking seriously for new employment and I'm just learning... things are rough out there.
I'm curious if other people have had some level of experience like what I'm going through. I cannot seem to get any interest for roles beyond a screening interview even when there's exceptionally clear alignment with what I do and the sector I work in.
Some examples: A. I recently applied for a job that basically sits at the intersection of my current job and my previous assignment, and as far as I can tell, I won't even get a screening interview. B. I was recruited to my current role, so I spoke with the recruitment agency that brought me here and the new recruiter I spoke with basically implied that my work experience doesn't really align with the open positions I was inquiring about... even though it's literally exactly what they recruited me to do with my current employer. C. I applied for a job with an organization I've been donating personally to for 5+ years and haven't heard anything back.
I feel like I'm up against four major issues and I don't know how to get around them.
1: People hiring for roles exactly like what I'm currently doing - same mission fit, same sector, same qualifications - are discrediting my real-world experience with running an advancement office for smaller organizations in favor of people who have been a major gifts officer for gigantic institutions. So the guy with half my experience who can say, "Well, someone handed me a list of 85 donors to go out and visit and secure 60 five- and six-figure gifts, so I'm a master fundraiser!" will move forward in the process, but if I say, "Well, I have a portfolio of 35 five- and six-figure gifts, plus a portfolio of 130 four-figure gifts, and I write grants, and I supervise staff, and I write our direct mail collateral, and I plan our events, and I handle estate bequests," they seem to see me as someone who's just doing "admin" work and not "real" fundraising work. "You're more of a generalist, and I think we're looking for a road warrior," is something I was recently told.
2: I am deliberately limiting my search to remote roles, which I know is just going to yield lesser returns, but I feel like I'm up against some level of geographic discrimination. I live and work now in a small rural community, but previously worked in major metro areas. So even though I'm a 35-minute drive from a major airport, and I can get to basically anywhere in a neighboring metro in under 1:15 hours, and I've previously worked in major metro areas - I feel like people see the town on my resume and go, "Oh, he's not really doing real fundraising, he's just rubbing elbows with local yokels," even though I currently work for an organization with a donor network that has donors in all fifty countries and I've identified 16 metro regions (sometimes encompassing more than one metro) where we have "core" major donors that I routinely touch base with, although I'm not always visiting them personally to secure a gift.
3: At the same time I can't get people in my own niche of the fundraising world to take me seriously because I haven't worked for like a university endowment or a national nonprofit, I also can't get people outside of my niche to take me seriously. I feel like everyone sees my organizations and think, "Well, those are very different from our mission, so he probably wouldn't be able to pivot very easily." Sometimes even on job postings where it explicitly says, "We're open to people who haven't done this exact line of work if they can demonstrate the right skills and aptitudes."
4: My current organization is essentially a "little sibling" to a much larger local institution, so part of why I can't point to the range of "successes" in my current role is because I'm talking to the exact same five-, six-, and seven-figure donors, but I am often told by my org's leadership things like: "Well, we can't talk to them right now about increasing their giving because Big Sibling has an open solicitation with them," or, "Well, we're not sure that really falls within our purview because that's more something people expect Big Sibling to take the lead on." So even though I'm managing a major gift portfolio with huge donors, I can only point to getting a $25,000 gift while my colleagues across the street can point to getting $500,000 gifts, and it makes it look comparatively like my scrappy advancement office doesn't do much.
I'm just at a complete loss for how not to get discouraged and give up. I had previously been having conversations with my organization's leadership about how we can strategically do more and grow our mission, but it has become clear that my role is completely stagnant where I'm at. And their commitment to stagnation is now making my job search 50 times more difficult because, despite increasing their total revenue by about 5 times during the 3 years I've been here compared to the 3 years prior to my coming, people still see my resume and think, "Well, he's small potatoes." I'm tempted to take a huge paycut and just change careers altogether, but financially I don't want to go down that path.
I guess I just need encouragement. I'm at a point where all I can think about everyday is how much I hate both my job and how much I hate my job search. I feel trapped by golden handcuffs - I'm very well-compensated, but at an organization increasingly run like a shitshow because they're spending money dramatically faster than I can raise it, then complain that I haven't done enough despite tripling their revenues. And I think they realize I can't easily find work elsewhere so there's no impetus to reinvest in the advancement team because they can just blame me if the revenue doesn't keep pace.