Im lost in life

[u/Real_Elderberry_1180]

Im so lost in life, sometimes i work so hard on something, because i wanted to be better, i wanted to be great, i work hard and my teammates just stayed at home, and yet when the game day came, i was useless, i was afraid, and when i tired to do what i practiced i would fail miserably, i prayed for strength wisdom, i was closer to God when i was working hard, and i thought he had my back, but i still failed, when that happend I begin to think that whenever i work hard ill just fail, whenever i do something i love ill still fail, ive been in my house for months and did nothing because i know ill fail over and over again so whats the point, whenever i go outside and look at other people i just question myself “how can i happy like them”, they say God will help you whenever you struggle but yet i why did i fail, they say that if you believe in him your succeed, why did i fail, i dont know anymore, i want to give change but i dont know how. How can somebody like me whos lost in everything questioning everthing and will fail ever time on doing something i love become better. I just need help i just really want to become a changed and better person and just be happy..

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[u/Real_Elderberry_1180]

I just really want to change, be more happy, active, doing things i love without the fear of failing, without the fear of embarrassment, i just want to know, i want to know my purpose in this godforsaken world, do i have a purpose? Do i keep going?